XV. | Uptight

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DISILLUSIONMENT
No. 2

I used to fight, used to dream on my own but,
For you, I let my guard down
You're familiar with all of these deep cuts,
You're familiar with all my doubts
What the hell will I do without your love?
In my regrets, I will drown
How could I seek help, when there is none?

I used to keep all your words near to my heart,
I used to hear you as my melody
You used to rule every piece of me since March,
But now you're just a memory
Oh, when the hell did it all fall apart?
You were the biggest part of me
But now that you're gone, who'll be in charge?

Who will take care of all that you used to?
Who will kiss my heart goodnight?
When it's there in your hands bleeding in two,
How can you ask if I am alright?
How could I ever put my faith in you?
Dear God, I'm so uptight
Will this disillusioned pain torture me overnight?

H.M. 2022. 05. 31.

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