Just His Wife

Chapter 6-💍Run Away Wife💍

~Shayne~

"I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride..." siguro sa ibang babae ito ang pinaka masayang araw nila, na ikasal sa lalaking mahal nila.

But not me, yeah kinasal nga ako sa lalaking mahal ko, pero hindi naman ako mahal...

Hindi ko namalayan na nahalikan na pala niya ako. I can feel his pain when he kissed me. Syempre hindi niya ako mahal tapos kelangan pa naming ikasal.

//Flash back//(The night after kong kausapin sila Kim at Cheska)

"San ka galing?"

"None of your business" Seriously? anong pinaka'in ni Faith sakanya at bigla bigla nalang akong tinatanong, as if he cares.

"SHAYNE! DON'T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT!"

"THE HELL I CARE! Alam mo?! Ang daya mo! Ang daya-daya mo! After we MAKE LOVE makikipag talik ka sa girlfriend mo at hindi ka man lang tinubuan ng konsensya o kaya respeto sa akin! You are my first!" Tang'ina ang sakit sakit, ang kapal kapal ng mukha niyang humarap sa'kin na parang wala lang nangyare.

"WHAT? MAKE LOVE? NARIRINIG MO BA ANG SINASABI MO? SHAYNE WE'RE NOT MAKING LOVE THAT TIME! IT WAS JUST PURE SEX SO DON'T FLATTER YOUR SELF!"

/End of Flashback/

I was insulted that time! Hindi na ako nag salita pa at umakyat nalang sa taas. I pack all my things, wala siyang alam sa plano ko, nor his parents.

Iba naman ang alam nila mom.

Ako lang pala ang nag akala na we're making love that night. Pero para sakanya it was just PURE SEX, na kahit sino pwede gawin yun without malis.

I cried all night just to ease the pain. I even got myself drunk para lang makalimutan ang pang iinsulto niya sa akin. Palagi nalang akong umiiyak, at hindi pa ata nakukuntento ang mga luha ko dahil hindi parin sila nauubos.

Basag na ako. Basag na basag na ang buong katawan ko. My love for him brought me to my biggest downfall. Hindi ko alam kong kaya kopang mag mahal ulit, for me that bastard is my greatest love even if its only One Sided.

Maganda ang napili ni Mom para sa susuotin kong wedding dress. Pero walang saysay naman ang kagandahan nito kung ang kasal na gaganapin ay napakawalang kwenta na para sa akin! Yes, I'll be marrying the person I love but that doesn't bring any glimpse of happiness in my soul.

Siguro kung mahal lang namin ang isat-isa masaya kami sa reception namin. Pero hindi!

Here I am at the Airport waiting for my flight. Pagod ako dahil few hours after our Arrival in Iowa agad ng nagsimula ang Ceremony pero kahit pagod wala akong plano umatras.

Ang magaling kong asawa? Nasa KABIT NIYA! Yeah, he whispered something bago ako umalis ng church. he didn't even asked kong san ako pupunta.

"Sa bahay matutulog si Faith. She accepted to be my mistress..." So alam na pala ni Faith kong sino talaga ako sa buhay ni Andrew, oh well bahala sila.

AND THE HELL I CARE! Hindi na naman ako babalik e!

You read it right aalis ako at wala akong plano bumalik ulit sa buhay niya. Ito ang nabuo kong plano, after we wed ay aalis ako! Hindi naman ako importante sa kanya. He never even treated me as a person. Hindi nga ata mapapansin nito na umalis ako.

I'll be flying to New York. Doon na ako magbabagong buhay. Wala ng Andrew na magpapaiyak sa'kin araw araw at wala ng Andrew sa buhay ko. Kahit mahirap kalimutan ang walang hiya nayun pipilitin ko.

"Calling all passengers to..." rinig kong anunsiyo sa pagtawag sa mga pasahero papuntang New York.

"Flight mo na," sabi ni Kim. i heaced a sigh before giving them a big tight hug.

I will surely miss this two so much! kahit mga balew sila mahal na mahal ko ang dalawang to.

"Alis ka na! Magingat ka don ha? Atsaka isipin mo na palagi lang kami narito, we love you Love!" This moment feels like bitter-sweet to me. Tumango lang ako sa kanila as i waved them goodbye.

For the very last time i turned around and faced the Airport. This time there would be no Lovely Shayne Perez-Lopez who keeps on crying for the bastard's name Andrew Lopez. Gagawin ko lahat para makalimotan lang si Andrew. Wish that i could wake up with Amnesia.

And this time I'm off to be his runaway wife. Dapat nga pala ako magpasalamat sa kanya, if he didn't done those pains I would never be a fighter. Should i send him a thank you letter with a middle finger emoji? or a missile.

If soon destiny will bring me back again into his life, i will make sure na haharap ako sakanila na wala na ang pagmamahal na meron ako para sakanya. I deserve the best and loving him is my greatest sin.

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"Good Morning Mom," bati ko kay Mommy from the Philippines. Kausap ko ngayon ito sa telepono.

"Oh god baby, how are you? hows your flight love?" I can't help but to chuckle, mom is so cute. I've just arrived in New York and tbh medoy napagod talaga ako.

"OA mo naman Mom! The flight was good and I'm fine.

"Anak miss ka na namin, at hinahanap ka na sa amin ng mga magulang ni Andrew," napabuntong hininga nalang ako. The mere thought of hearing his name constricted my heart. Ang sakit parin pala.

Kahit ang layo-layo ko na sa kanya ay kaya parin pa pala ako nito saktan.

"Alam niyo na ho ang gagawin nyo mom." I said as i unpacked my stuffs.

While i'm on my way to our house here i decided to tell her everything, nong una hindi niya ako naiintindihan but then when i told her what happened between me and Andrew i'm glad she supported me.

Even if i want to hide it from my parents i just can't.

"Yes dear we will."

"Thanks Mommy" I roamed around my lil house, sakto lang para sa'kin.

Okay Shayne!! its time to Parteh!! i decided to make some changes around the house the way i like it, masyado kasing dull ang color.

-LianCullen18