Platonic

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Gus POV

Waking up I feel a light pressure around me. Matt is holding me.

Matt, is holding me.

Matt, is holding ME.

 My heart skips a beat and I feel my face heat up.

I squirm a little trying to untangle myself from his arms, while trying not to wake him up. I fail. 

"Gus?" Matt says groggily

"Yeah?" I reply quietly

"What are you-" He says before breaking the thought. Blushing hard he says "AAh! Sorry sorry sorry." he lets go of me and gets out of bed.

"Its fine, don't worry" I say, still blushing and looking away. 

"Well uh, I have to go home now." Matt says awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck. 

"oh, okay. See you later than." I feel sad, why does Matt want to leave so early? Did I do something wrong?

"Yeah bye." He says while walking out my bedroom door and rushing home.


I was hoping that we could be something more but I guess that my love for Matt will have to remain platonic. I NEED it to stay platonic, because if it doesn't and he doesn't feel the same way. It might be the end of whatever we have.


Matt POV

As I rush out of Gus's house I have so many questions-

Why do I feel this way?
What am I feeling? 

When I am thinking about Gus I feel warm. When I look at his eyes I get lost in that stormy blue color. A color that holds thunderous strength but also a gentle rain. 

Does he feel this way too? 
Should I ask him?

The way he held me, I felt so safe.
Is this what love is?


Sorry for the short chapter, Do you prefer short chapters or longer chapters? Please tell me. But If I do longer chapters it might take longer for each one to come out so is 200-500 words okay or should I write more?

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