"W-what?"you asked him with your voice sounded monotone, the curiosity and betrayal was painted on your eyes....
Well, fight or flight it rather die
You were the daughter of strictest professor to encanto. He was there ever since before the miracle was given. Your mama died while giving birth at you, they considered you as their miracle. They had you at the age of their 50's.
You met camilo at the school before nursery students were seperated when they got to elementary.
"Here, i thought I'd gave this to you since you were the only one who doesn't got a flower" he gave the flower and immediately left with his friends.
In school years, everyone is allowed to give a flower to someone who they find lovely, and a hint of wanting to have a friendship, you never got one until he gave you one..
Camilo Madrigal, you are happiest when you are with him, the smile that was painted on your lips were never fake, when your with him. Everything feels so okey when your with him. He's a safe place.
You both grow a chance to be friends, till you were introduced to his family, his abuela immediately liking you since her and your father were alliance..
Feelings both grew like a tulip in the fields.
But not until...before the casita's fall, you were noticing signs..they were not good
his siblings,his cousins, his mama and papa were avoiding you
you didn't know why? You were left with those questions
"I know It started because of the flowers.. but trust me, i -i laid that out of pity.. my friends told me too...i couldn't disagree"
"I confessed to abuela and your papa because i couldn't handle it anymore...i know i had to face the consequences but i feel suffocated already
"Your father..asked me to stay with you..i don't know why, i hated it. It was never my intention to hurt you but i wanted to be free, please" camilo looked at you as his eyes spoke the truth...
you gripped on the basket that you were holding, still in silence, you looked at him directly to his eyes
You were always happy when your with him
But in this moment, i can feel my heart dropped
Id rather die, than have to cry infront of you
Fight of flight id rather die
"I- i love valentina..i couldn't hold it anymore when she cries and begged me to end things with you.."
Than tell you im inlove with you
My eyes are welling up as you admit there's someone new
"S-sorry..." that's the only word that could get slipped to your trembling mouth. You placed the basket down slowly before slowly turning your back.. why did you apologize?
He was the one who always walks away first,
But this time, it was me
Is that why dolores were immediately avoiding you when you both crossed the streets
Is that why isabela was giving you that stare
is that why mirabel was trying to hide from you when you asked her to help you to Chrochet
Is that why antonio's animal friends were threatening you
Is that why when you greet pepa a cloud was immediately forming?
you felt your stomach dropped, you wanted to throw up as those scenes were flashed on your memories...
you held your tears till you reached home
You walked up to your room as you sat on your table.
You sat till the tears are slowly escaping on its cage
You looked to the only flower that was on the base. It was dead tulip,
the first and only tulip that he gave to you.
The tulip that he gave out of pity
You sat there while tears
you didn't care about how many minutes, or hours had passed. You only know is that you are very tired
"Y/n Delos Santos! What rumors am i hearing?" Y/n's father barged at her room yelling angrily
While y/n were there still sitting at the table while her eyes were swollen
"Third party? Cheating? Did i raise you to be like that? You are a disgrace! "Mr. Delos Reyes yelled again as his eyes burned for range
"pa i didn't-" y/n was immediately answered by a tight slap.
A silence was all heard from the room.
"Pa...i love you, i love you so much that you know i won't bring any disgrace and dirt on your name.."
"I did my best..i did my best to make him happy
I did my best to know who really he is, i did my best to take care of him...i did my best to love him "
"I d-don't know pa...I've grew up where in my environment,people are nice but yet...as i grow up i started to see the signs— they were faking it ..they were talking behind my back"
"I loved him. I thought he was the only one who would never do those things..i was the happiest when im with him...i thought he's sincere words are true..."
"Im already tired pa..please just let me sleep"
"Milo here your polo are not straightened yet"
He never liked that. He dislikes it so much when you are touching him
"Here! I made this to you "
You saw the donkeys were the one who was eating it
"My gift! I made this flower bouquet!"
You could give him thousands of flowers but the one he gave you was dying
" you know I've heard that-!"
He dislikes it when you talked too much..that's why he's silent
"I've heard your friends ernesto and uno talking bad to me would you please tell them-"
No. He would not stop them saying you've heard it wrong
You pretended to be blind when you saw him with Valentina
In those plenty pictures on your room , the only picture that has a liveliest smile of your was in your desk. You and camilo, butterflies where at the borders , your smile were finally once true, but how about his? You don't know..his smile might be painted that big but doubt that it was true.. you wished that it was never lie...
Its hurting too much
You wanted it to stop
You hoped that all those years
He once felt something different
Instead of full hatred
Fight or flight , i'd rather die
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Camilo Madrigal Oneshots
قصص الهواةthis book is filled by stories and hc's for our beloved camilo! the book will still be on-going while we wait for encan-two 👀 cover and story by : tofuzzi
