Different pasts (Clem x Male Reader Season 4)

Chapter 21: The Final Fight

Clem walks over to you

Clem: Y/N? It's time to do this

You: I-I don't know if I can do this. If something happened to you or anyone else then I wouldn't be able to live with myself. I don't know if I have the courage. Before I was eager to bust in and kick some raider ass but now I'm dreading what the consequence could be to messing up, what the loss would be

You: I really care about you Clem, I can't lose you. If I lost you I'd probably just...end it

You say as you start to get watery eyes

You: You helped me reconnect with my old self, you pulled me out of a state of grievance and most importantly...you're my girlfriend. I need you in my life. My life..wouldn't be worth living without you around

Clem: Y/N, nothing bad will happen to me. We'll go in, we'll kick the raiders assess, grab our friends, watch the boat explode and then we'll leave and go back...home

Clem holds your hand

Clem: Everything's gonna be okay Y/N I promise

You: I need something to help me focus, to get me out of this state

You know you're gonna regret what you're about to ask her to do

You: I want you to kick me in the balls, help me snap out of this feeling I've got. Please, do it, I'm ready

You weren't expecting her to do what she did next

Warning for anyone not into sexual content, this part ahead gets a little bit sexual so here's a heads up, you can skip if you like

She grabs your waist and leans forward. You feel your lips connect, you start to feel a good sensation, like everything you said before didn't matter, this was helping you focus. Clementine's lips were soft and warm, the electricity you felt as her soft lips drifted their way over yours was indescribable, it was a feeling like no other. One that you both wanted to last forever, you both have a thumb war like game in each others mouths with your tongues, every bad thought left your head simultaneously, leaving you only with an electrical burning love for the girl you were kissing and a passionate desire to never stop kissing, you could feel yourself sweating, but it was a good kind of sweating. You then slowly start rubbing Clementine's thigh making her quietly moan, you do the same when she accidentally cruises her hand over your now fully erect power pole. You're interrupted by giggling from what sounds like a small child

Aj: (laughs) what are you doing

Your thoughts: You fucking little cock blocker

You: You'll know by the time you're older

Clem: Go... look in another direction

Clem: Are we good?

You: Oh that was more than good (wink)

Clem blushes at the wink

Clem: Okay. Let's bring our friends back home

You: All of them

Clem: All of them

Aj: It's ready

You and Clem walk over to Aj and the gutted walker

Clem: Okay, this might be a bit gross but--

You: Covering your smell. Smart

You all cover yourselves in walker guts

You: Can you do my back?

Clem smears the guts on your back

You: Much appreciated