Captain's Cause

Chapter 13- Life As Normal

Steve- Well I'd love to meet him!

Nat- Ehhh maybe one day. *She laughs*

*You head home and go to bed, Steve holds you and eases any nightmares you have. Before you know it, it's the year anniversary of the snap. You wake up when you feel Steve shifting around, you see that he is having a nightmare. You snuggle up to him and kiss his shoulder, trying to soothe his worries. He starts to mumble.*

Steve-N-no! S-stop! B-Bbucky, Sam *He shoots awake and feels you holding him. you kiss his shoulder and rub his chest.*

Y/N- you're okay, its okay, you're safe. Its over.

*He takes a deep breath and looks at you.*

Steve- it's not over though, I still haven't found a way to bring him back, to bring any of them back. It's been a year today and all I've done is fall in love with my best friends' girl.

Y/N- Hey *You take his face in your hands.* Don't do that to yourself, look at me. You've done what you needed to, to move on, to be happy. *You kiss him and he starts to cry.*

Steve- y/n I can't-

Y/N- Steve please? Let me help you, *You kiss him, and he takes you in his arms. You lay down and pull him close.* First you need some sleep, so just relax. *You rub his back and he slowly calms down. He takes a deep breath and gently kisses your chest before he drifts back off to sleep.*

*He wakes up and sees you still awake, holding him. he smiles and kisses you.*

Steve- Hey

Y/N- Hey, how are you feeling??

Steve- a little better *He turns over and stares up at the ceiling.* I just feel so guilty, I couldn't defeat him or save everyone. All this pain is because of me *He starts to cry again and you kiss him. and whisper*

Y/N- then let me take some of that pain away, please?

*Steve nods and you climb on top of him, you kiss him and slowly move your hips against his, its sensual and sweet. You hang onto one another for life and just take in each other's pain. Your tears drop on his face and he looks up at you.*

Steve- Y/N?

Y/N- I'm fine, really. I just-

Steve- I know baby, I'm sorry- *You cut him off with a kiss and he flips you over, you whisper against his lips.*

Y/N- I'll take your pain, you take mine. *Steve nods and kisses you, he slips his pants off and yours too, you lift off your shirt and his, moving your hands along his chest. He kisses your breast as he slowly bottoms out in you. you moan and arch up against him.*

Steve- I'm sorry I couldn't save him for you, I'm sorry I'm not him. *You cry and kiss him*

Y/N- stop Steve, you did the best you could, I love you Steve. Mmhmm oh Stevie!

Steve- Oh Y/N

*You and Steve stay in each other's arms all morning, just slowly loving one another. You finally part when you get hungry and your stomach starts to growl. Steve laughs and kisses your stomach.*

Steve- lets go eat, huh?

*You wrap yourself in a sheet, not even bothering with clothes, Steve throws on his boxer briefs and takes you to the kitchen. He sits you on the counter while he makes some grilled cheese sandwiches. You eat and then get right back to business, pulling Steve into your arms and kissing him. He drops his boxers and throws the sheet off of you, draping it over the couch. He lays you down and grinds against your center before he moves down you eat you out. Licking and sucking every part of your body. You moan and grind against his face, playing with his hair as he massages your breast.*

Y/N- Steve baby, mmhmm so so good!

Steve- this is definitely making me feel better. *He smiles and you giggle. He moves up and kisses you, you taste yourself on his tongue. You push him to sit and you kneels between his legs, taking him in your mouth and teasing his tip with your tongue.*

Steve- oh Y/N, mmhm baby so good!

*Steve cums in your mouth and you take all he gives you. you kiss up his body and kiss him as you straddle his lap.*

Y/N- use me Stevie

*Steve kisses you and pushes himself inside you. you sit there and slowly ride him, he moans and leans his head back, you grind and make sure Steve feels good. You cum and Steve whimpers.*

Steve- Oh Y/N, oh baby- *He cums and kisses you. He lifts you in the air and take you to the shower. He pushes you against the wall and turns on the water, he soaps up your body and you do his. It turns needy and desperate as your sudsy bodies moves as one, gripping one another for dear life. Its all teeth and moaning.*

Steve- mmhmm fuck y/n, I didn't know how much I needed this today.

Y/N- sexual healing at its finest *You smile and Steve kisses you and laughs.*

Steve- I love you Y/N

Y/N- I love you too Steve

*You wash off and get dried off and dressed. Steve cleans up the room and you clean up the kitchen, Steve walks in.*

Steve- I think you missed a spot *You look around*

Y/N- Well that's what we get for having White floors, I'll mop tomorrow *Steve laughs and wipes up the mess. He takes you in his arms and kisses your head.*

Steve- thank you for everything today. It meant the world to me, and I will find a way to fix all of this, I promise.

Y/N- I know Steve, but lets just enjoy this moment. *You kiss him and he lifts you on the counter top. The front door opens and Nat walks in, she makes a face.*

Nat- dear god, light a candle,

Y/N- What?! *You laugh*

Nat- I can smell the sex in the air, wow! *Steve blushes and gets a candle from the bedroom and opens a window as well.*

Steve- Sorry, I guess we are nose blind to it.

*Nat nods and laughs*

Nat- I brought dinner, I'm sure you two are hungry.

*You and Steve laugh and he pulls you close and kisses your neck as you start to get dinner ready.*