Mafia = Soulmate

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"Why did you turn it off?" You didn't even bother to face him, too embarrassed if the question was stupid or not.

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"It was something we all had to do."

"But why?"

He sighed and sat back up next to me. "For your safety." You raised your eyebrow at that. What was that supposed to mean?

He noticed your confused face and continued talking. "It's a pretty obvious move to go after loved ones, so in order to keep our soulmates safe we had to turn it off; we can't take the risk."

He was staring down at his lap while you turned you head to look at him. "I heard about what happened to your parents... I'm so sorry."

He took a deep breathe in and looks up at the ceiling. "Don't be, it's not your fault."

Right, even though it wasn't my fault, it still felt like it was. Guilt was pilling in your stomach and it made you sick. You don't know who to trust. Your Uncle or these strange boys.

"Enough with this depressing mood, why did you turn it on?" He looked away from the ceiling and into your eyes. You weren't sure if you were caught off guard by the question or the stare.

"I-Uhh, well how was I supposed to know it would be you? This whole time I thought I was born without one, and to find out it's some bad guy apart of the mafia?" He seemed to laugh at your statement.

"A bad guy huh?" He brought his hand to your face, pushing behind your ear a few strands that were somewhat covering your eye. But it didn't stop there.

Right after setting it back, his hand gracefully glided down your ear to your neck; immediately feeling his touch on a sensitive spot, you tense at the tingling feeling on your skin.

It was like déjà vu. He starts leaning in again, moving closer and closer. Inching every second closer to you as your breath hastened. You closed your eyes, finally being able to let go and just be in the moment, and momentarily he did too.

Slightly tilting your head to get a better angle, while he placed his other hand onto your thigh. Your lips touch.

It felt like sparks went flying everywhere when both your lips touched. Adrenaline rushing through your body, while your lips moved together in sync.

You placed a singular hand on his bicep to gain stability while he deepened the kiss. It didn't seem to be enough as you both began to slowly fall back until your head fell onto his pillow.

He used that as a signal to get on top of you. Straddling you, with each of his legs on either side of his hips.

You couldn't take it anymore, your couldn't hold your breathe any longer. You squeezed onto his bicep to motion him to stop, to which he actually listened.

Slowly moving about an inch away from your lips while he brought his hand that was on your neck to your lips, only to drag your bottom lip down with his thumb.

You felt weird. Sensations of butterflies swarmed around in your stomach while you mind was completely blurred. Your eyes felt hazy, and you felt as if you were drunk.

You can feel his breath against your face, fanning you with his hot breath, burning you up even more.

He was dangerous, but for some reason you couldn't help but want more of him. It was like he was a drug, and you seemed to be already addicted.

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"Can we go outside?" You, Yunah and Soyoung were all standing up to talk for what you guys wanted.

"No" he closed the door within an instant, ouch. Yunah knocked again, and back he came out.

"Please?"

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"No, stop asking." It was worth a try. We all turned to each other and decided to go ask someone else.

"Maybe we should try Yoongi next." Soyoung said. No way not Yoongi, I don't feel like seeing him right now.

"Umm, you guys go ahead, I'm feeling kind of tired." Even though it was broad daylight, for some reason I still seemed to be exhausted.

"Alright? Well have fun I guess." Yunah said and Soyoung nodded too.

I walked back upstairs into my room, and literally flopped onto the bed. Everything's been so tiring. There's so much things happening in such a short amount of time.

Let's recall. I was kidnapped, then lock up in a cell, chosen to attend some mafia party, had my first vision, found out who my soulmate was, told my Uncle was a complete psycho, and then told I have a literal brother whom I don't remember? Sounds like a girl boss thing to take in to me.

I laid down on my bed, finally being able to have some kind of peace and quiet. Slowly resting my eyes shut; seeing that my vision is becoming darker and darker.

His breath felt hot against my skin, but then again I felt hot everywhere. Every time his fingertips would crawl up my bare thigh, I felt the burning sensation again and again.

I couldn't take it, I face myself away from him to embarrassed to keep eye contact. He chuckled while moving his hand back to my jaw, slowly turning me towards himself.

"If I had known, that this is what it feels like to have a soulmate, then I would've risked it all to turn it back on." His deep eyes making contact with mine sent shivers down my spine.

He started moving closer and closer to my neck, diving right into the crook of it, while I inhaled deeply. His hand still seemed to be resting on my thigh while mine were briefly shaking around his neck due to the adrenaline.

Atlas his lips touch my neck, sending sweet small pecks through out all of my neck. I felt squirm-ish underneath, it's tickled too much for me not too.

All a sudden I felt a sucking sensation fall onto my neck. My mouth opened agape, and my eyebrows furrowed. I cover my mouth with my hand to avoid any sounds sinful sounds coming out.

"S-stop", I whispered through my hand. He only seemed to 'Hmm' in response; it sent vibrations to my skin and that feeling of lust only grew.

"W-we shouldn't be doing this." I said one last time in advance in hope's he would actually listen.

"You're right" he said as he pulled away from my neck. "Everyone's still at home." I was left in utter shock; how can he just say that so blatantly?

"OH MY GOSH, GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" No matter how much I tired to go to sleep, flashbacks kept coming to my back to my head.

I guess I just won't sleep then.