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𝔸nxiety isn't crying all the time alone in your room .
it's being alone silently wishing you had more tears to cry .
wondering why me ? why am I broken ? why does no one see I'm suffering ? its drowning in myself.
its getting lost in all my cracks and flaws as i look in the mirror .
it's the overwhelming fear when there isnt a thing to fear .
it's being nervous and feeling your heart speed up as you enter a room .
it's feeling pressure in your chest as you walk out the door .
it's the fear you get on sunday nights knowing when you wake up they'll be school .
it's knowing no matter how many times you try to explain it, no one really gets it .
it's feeling so alone you shut your self off from everyone .
it's wanting to scream but not being able to even whisper a word .
it's being up all night being afraid of tomorrow and all the unknown .
it's being so broken you become numb .
its making yourself physically sick .
it's panic attacks in public that you can't control .
it's feeling nauseous just thinking about it .
it's not being hungry .
it's being exhausted all the time .
it's shaking but not being cold .
it's all of the above and so much more .
it's part of me .
it's consuming me .
