Yes I miss him.
But not in the way you think.
I don't want to date him again, not for now at least.
I want him there as a friend.
To talk to me once in a while.
Ask me how I've been and tell me how he's been.
Maybe go for a walk
Or go to a movie
Drive around
Not a date.
Just as friends.
Because the love I once had for you,
You may not have back.
I gave you my everything and got next to nothing in return,
But that's okay because neither of us were ready for a relationship.
And maybe that's why it didn't work out.
But still I want you in my life.
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At 11:11 I still close my eyes and wish for you, but now it's for a different reason.
Please, come in...stay for a while, I like it when you're here.
You make me happy.
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Love Always,
Niki xx
