Yoosungs sister

I can't mess them up

"Y/n wake up." Saeyoung says and you groan

"Fuck off." You say and saeyoung sighs

"Please." Saeyoung says as he sounded like he was about cry so you sit up

"What is it?" You ask putting a hand on his cheek and he sighs

"I had a nightmare I wasn't a good dad I ruined the twins lives I don't want it to be true, I can't mess them up like my parents messed me up." Saeyoung says and you kiss his forehead as you cuddle up into this arms and saeyoung just held you

"You won't your the best dad ever saeyoung and I'm so glad we're gonna be raising the twins together." You say and saeyoung smiles

"I'm so scared tho I don't wanna ruin them what if I do? I can't do that." Saeyoung says and you get up and pull him to the nursery as the twins were both sound asleep

Saeyoung smiles at the cute little babies fast asleep in their cots

"Look at them saeyoung you won't mess them up I'll be there with you." You say and saeyoung mods

"Yeah just still I'm so scared of becoming abusive and putting my trauma onto them, I can't do that y/n I can't." Saeyoung says as he cries as he hugs you and you rub his back as he silently cries into your chest

"Your scared of becoming it which means you won't you are terrified of it so that means you'll do everything in your power to not become it I believe in you saeyoung." You say and saeyoung smiles and dries his eyes

"I have am so lucky to have gotten the most amazing fiancée ever." saeyoung says and you smile and pull him into a kiss and he kisses you back so happy that you and him are gonna be a family together "Thank you for coming into my life I love you so much I honestly am so grateful for you words can't express how much I love you." Saetoung says as he pulls you into another kiss and you smile you love him so much as well

"I love you too Saeyoung I love you so much."

(Yeah I'm gonna end it there hope you enjoyed)