The timer

Part 10

"Aw he throws like a girl" I say, he grabs his bag

"Hey look, he's leaving, he can't even win a fight with a woman who is a dyke" I say, he looks at me

"I'm going to kill you" he said

"No you won't, we both know you're not capable of doing that, that's a mans job" I say, I see his breath get heavier.

"Aw are you going to cry?" I ask, he shook his head

"It's okay, showing some emotion won't  make you any less of a man because you were never a man to begin with" I say.

"Camila!" I hear, I look up and see Lauren she shook her head

"That's enough, Shawn you can go have the rest of the lesson off, you do have detention though and so do you Camila" Lauren said, I frown and Shawn leaves.

"What the fuck" I mutter, Dinah looks at me

"You were taking it a little far" Dinah said, I sigh shaking my head

"Whatever" I mumble and stay silent the rest of the class

Soon the bell went and everyone was leaving

"Camila stay behind" Lauren said, I groan and stay

When everyone had left Lauren locked the door and walked over to me

"Listen-" I cut her off

"Why did I get into trouble and why did that boy get the rest of the lesson off? He started it" I say, Lauren nods.

"I know but you were just taking it too far" she said, I go wide eyed

"So, saying that I must be sleeping with the teacher to pass the class, homophobia, sexism and threatening to kill me isn't taking it to far?!" I yell, Lauren looked down.

"It is but-" I cut her off

"But me saying that he's not a man and saying he has fragile masculinity is taking it to far, right" I say, she shook her head.

"No I'm just...he..." she sighed

"He what Lauren? He was getting angry? So he was the victim? What he did was bulling, what I did was stick up for my self. Did I call him a homophobic term? Did I threaten to kill him? Did I throw my phone next to his head?" I ask, she shook her head.

"Why did you only stop it when he got mad? Why not when he started it? Why not when he said something that was taken it too far? Why not when he threw his phone at me? Why not when he threatened to kill me?! But I say he wasn't a fucking man and that was taking it too far?! Are you fucking kidding me!" I yell at her, she just stared at me.

"Now you're going to stay silent?!" I yell, she opens her mouth but nothing came out

"You can't even say sorry? Not even that you did something wrong?" I ask, she sighed.

"I'm sorry" she said quietly, i shook my head

"You were fine when he did all that...but I was taking it too far" I say feeling tears come to my eyes

"You're meant to be my soulmate" I whisper and feel a tear slip

"Not even just a teacher...my fucking soulmate and you protected him and it me, told me I took it too far" I say, she sighed.

"Camila I'm sorry" she said, I shook my head

"Just leave me alone" I say and grab my stuff and leave, I walk home and lock myself in my room for the rest of the day.

"Mija are you okay?" My mom knocks on my door

"Yeh mom, I'm just tried and want to go to bed" I say

"Are you sure?" She asked

"Yeh, long day" I say

"Don't you want something to eat?" Mom asked

"I'm okay mom, really I just want to sleep" I say

"Alright, let me know if you get hungry and I'll cook you something" Mom said

"Thank you" I say

"It's alright, get some rest sweetheart you feel better in the morning" Mom said, I sigh and lay down feeling my phone buzz.

Lauren
I'm really sorry, I fucked up, he was in the wrong please just talk to me

I sigh

Lauren
Please Camz, I'm sorry tell me how to make it up to you and I will

Lauren
Please I'm begging you

Lauren
I don't want this to end, I want to be with you I'm sorry I fucked up

I frown

Camila
It's not going to end I'm just mad and hurt

Lauren
I know and im sorry

I sigh why can't I stay mad at her?

Camila
It's okay

Lauren
No it's not! I messed up he was being stupid and I said it was your fault when it wasn't not even a little bit

Camila
It's okay lauren

Lauren
I told the head and he's suspended if that makes you feel better

I smile softly

Camila
For how long?

Lauren
A week

Camila
Makes me feel a little better

Lauren
Anything else I can do?

Camila
Let me spend the night

Lauren
Today?

Camila
No Saturday

Lauren
Okay

Camila
You can make it up to me then by cooking me dinner

Lauren
I promise I will cook you dinner

Camila
Good now let me sleep and be mad at you

Lauren
Alright, night Camz

Camila
Night Asshole

I smile and put my phone under my pillow
No don't smile Camila you're mad at her, though she is cute, nope you're mad.

I sigh at my brain and fall asleep