I started this story... Didn't I?

Restless night

I opened my eyes slowly and exhaustingly. Why does my face feel so skinny? I can feel the bone against my skin. Now that I think about it...why don't I feel my body?

...fucking hell...fucking hell!

I was on someone's lap, some sort of gas surrounding the place. Hands held me close as I felt tears around and on me. I heard the quietest sobs above me.

I blinked and saw them. Armin, Jean, Connie, Annie, Reiner, and Levi stood around me. But they looked so lifeless. Their eyes were shadowed over, but I could still feel their glares. They looked like corpses that wouldn't rot. In other words, they looked extremely pale.

They continued to stare at me, unwavering as the gas moved around. After 10 unbearably long minutes, they pointed at me.

My eyes widened. Flashbacks of a previous nightmare entered my mind. Where all the dead pointed at me, blaming me for their deaths. More like reminding me that they died because of me.

I blinked, and then hundreds of colossal titans could be seen in the distance. Birds flew as they headed towards the titan.

My attention was back to my friends as they started to chant something, saying it louder and louder the more they chanted it.

"This is your fault. This is your fault.
This is your fault. This is your fault.
This is your fault. This is your fault."

My breath stopped at this. What the fuck is this? They wouldn't stop. They would speed up the more they said it;the louder they said it

"Stop!"
I yelled. Well, I would've yelled. I couldn't say anything. I couldn't let out a single noise. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't make a single noise.

"This is your fault. This is your fault.
This is your fault. This is your fault. This is your fault. This is your fault.
This is your fault. This is your fault. This is your fault. This is your fault.
This is your fault. This is your fault. This is your fault. This is your fault.
This is your fault! This is your fault! This is your fault!This is your fault!
This is your fault! This is your fault!"

'Stop it!'

My vision started to glitch out as blood would appear, covering everything. Every square inch from the ground to the eyes of my 'friends.' It would turn back to normal but reappear again and again and again.

"This is your fault! This is your fault! This is your fault!This is your fault!
This is your fault! This is your fault! This is your fault! This is your fault! This is your fault!This is your fault!
This is your fault! This is your fault!
THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT!"

'I know...'

"THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! THIS IS YOUR FAULT!"

'I KNOW!! SO PLEASE STOP REMINDING ME!!'

"YOU'll MAKE US SUFFER!!"

'I FUCKING KNOW'

"BILLIONS DIE BECAUSE OF YOU!"

'I KNOW!!'

"YOU MAKE US SUFFER!!"