Why him?

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Tommy's POV:

He grew restless as he saw the messages and missed calls from Dream. The only thing that came to his head when Dream messaged him lately was Tubbo. Who was meant to be rotting away in prison for twenty fucking years. God why did I tell Wilbur to let him do this? Do this to himself?
It was bad enough when he asked if death or prison was better. I felt my heart rip away from when I saw one message involve Tubbo's name. I ran as I humanly could, finding no time to call for Wilbur or tell Ranboo why I left so suddenly. God I'm surprised they didn't chase me.

Then again, that's better than what I had to hear and see..

I rushed into the prison and glared up at Dream.
"Where? Where is he."
The glare was taken from my face when I saw his tear soaken face.
"... Don't- Don't tell me."
"I'm.. I never saw- I didn't think-"
I didn't want to hear anymore as I ran into his cell, only to fall to my knees seeing the blood soaken boy in front of me, feeling tears fall.
"Tubbo..."

I went up to his near lifeless body and clutched him close, drowning out all the other sounds I heard. I couldn't focus. My only focus was keeping Tubbo breathing.
"Open your eyes Tubbs.. please."
I looked down at his face, he looked nearly beyond recognizable and it hurt, seeing him, in such a low point that he did it. He had asked the question.

Why. Why why why.
"I can't- can't lose you again.."
I choked out the words, gripping onto him. I could hear their voices, but I didn't want to. I wanted to hear Tubbo's again. To hear him laugh, to see him smile. To see him genuinely happy once more.
"C-Come back Tub.. I can't.. I can't go through this again."
I held his hand, needing to hold something but also, I had to check his pulse. My heart just dropped. I didn't care who saw me, I was tired, upset and drained. My own best friend had died in my arms, again. Why? Why does it have to be him everytime..?

"Tubbo come back to me!"
I could sob out as Dream tried to take me away, me making zero signs of movement anytime soon. I heard Wilbur in the background. All the regret from trying to stop him from preventing Tubbo from going in here.. it was the worst thing he had thought he would do.

"Tubbo I'm so sorry.."

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