My Asha,
Your soft curls under the tips of my fingers felt like heaven.
Everything about you did. But then you left me and I cannot help but wonder whether I was not enough. Was it me?
Did I do something wrong, Asha?
Asha..
Everyday I wake up and wish for you to come back to me.
Have you started a new life?
Without me?
Found a new woman? Forgotten me?
I'm not mad. I am not.
I just cannot help but wonder how you feel without me? Do you feel empty? I do.
Do you feel happy? If you do, I will too.
Are you watching your favourite movies?
Do you still admire the same actors you did back then?
Asha,
Are you mad at me?
I wish it would stop aching furthermore.
I know you are my ex-boyfriend now.
But that term just hurts.
-Elany
