first love || jay

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗲𝗻

i looked through the books. i was at my favourite section. i was trying to reach a book that i found. suddenly a figure came behind me. i felt a sudden tingle from my neck to my back. i turned around to see who it was. why is my heart beating fast. why am i sweating.
he looked at me opening his eyes. it was feeling so hot, feeling that i can't describe.

"will you stop staring" jay said.
nothing came out of my mouth. he handed the book to me and walked away. i exhaled..

everyone already reached, i sat. Jay looked at me.
"teach me english!" yuna said.

>>>
"naur not like that it's supposed to be 'went' " jake corrected me.
"oh okayy" i corrected the answer.

"gimme me the rubber" jake said.
"rubber?" jay questioned.
"yee rubber"
"its eraser not rubber"
"it's rubber"
"nah its eraser, rubber means somethin else"
"well its rubber in my accent"
jay sighs.

"put that in the rubbish" jake said pointing a paper on the floor.

"rubbish? wtf" jay said.
"yeah rubbish" jake pointed at the trashcan.
"dude I've never heard anyone say rubbish for that"
"not my problem it's rubbish for me"
"it's 't r a s h c a n' "
"no its actually rubbish"
"yall it ain't rubbish or trashcan, it's dustbin!" said beomgyu.
"it's '쓰레기통' " said sunghoon getting up.

"hey look we are in a library, why are yall bickering over an accent" sunghoon sighed.
"nah cuz-" jay stopped.
"shut up and study" sunghoon said.

"teach me maths" jay asked me.
>>
"got it?"
"yeahh" jay nodded.
"ok so tell me what's the volume of the cylinder?"
"umm, a.. ah. πr²..."
"πr²h!" i completed him.
"yeah that's it that's it" jay sighed.

"page number 54! where is it" i was looking for the page.
"here!" his fingers slightly brushed with mine.
and here goes the same tingle i feel and the unknown feeling i have right now. and why am i staring at him? i tried to calm myself down.
"do you have fever?" jay pressed my forehead.

what the fuck! why am i feeling this way. do i liek him or what wtf wtf.
"no-" i looked at my book

>>>

we exited the library after studying.

"now where should we go?" beomgyu asked.
"let's go to eat something it's already 6pm" said yuna

we saw a hotdog counter, so we rushed there..
"grab a few snags, my mum love them" jake said.
"they're hotdogs tho" jay mumbled.

after eating those hotdogs we all went back. it was me and jay only now, we walked together till the bridge.

"bye, i guess" jay spoke softly.
"hm bye"
we parted our ways at the bridge. i walked but i could sense that he was still looking at me...

should i just check?
nah.

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