i don't know if i drop my eyes for your sake or mine
am i helping you move on or hiding from myself? i don't write breakup poems
i don't mourn what i never had
guess you can't lose what you never grasped
but baby, let me run shivers down your spine one more time
raise your bone cold heart from the grave one last time
maybe that would convince you to let me stay
i hope that one day, i'll look you in the eyes
i hope one day i can tell you, "leave me here, it's okay"
