Just a Bit Broken

Playlist

Phil POV

Dan dropped into the seat next to me. "Are you ready for Playlist?" he asked as he buckled his seat belt.

"I can't wait. I'm going to be up like the next 14 hours," I said.

Dan shook his head as the plane began to take off. The tires spinning below the plane and it gaining sudden height in the air.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you we are playing a game on stage," he added after we had make the majority of our increase in height.

"What! What game"?

"Who's more likely to. Is that alright?" he asked.

I nodded my head and started to focus on the bumps of the plane and the warmth of Dan's arm across my shoulders.

*** (Skip Plane Ride) ***

We got into our hotel room and immediately started getting ready for Playlist. Dan stripped his crappy jumper off and replaced it with his Ellipse shirt and a shit ton of bracelets.

I took off my ratty long sleeve shirt and remembered horrified that I didn't pack anymore long sleeve shirts. Crap.

Dan who was apparently reading my mind through a gray sweatshirt at me and I hurriedly put it on. They already knew Phan was a thing anyway. I sat on the edge of the bed for a second thinking about the fact that I hadn't updated in like a month. What if my views had lost interest? I just had to have hope I guess.

Dan came over placing his hands on my waist and swaying back and forth. I leaned my head back and kissed him on the cheek.

"Are you ready?" he whispered.

"As ready as I'll ever be," I smiled

***

We were on stage. Fans cheering as we both sat down on opposite sides of Cat.

"Hello guys, we are here to play a little game called Who is most likely to. I'm pretty sure you guys all know the concept so let's begin", she said.

I was having fun. The questions were in no mean to personal and it was nice to know we still had fans dedicated to us.

"All right... For our final question," Cat said looking at Dan who had been nervous the entire time. "For our last question: Who is more likely to do something more sporadic or risky?" she beamed at the crowd. And gave them a steady look as if to tell them to listen.

I held up my name and he held up his own.

Dan stood up. "Okay. Okay. So I understand why I put my own name, but why do you think you're more sporadic?"

"Well obviously all the evidence points up to me doing something sporadic. The most sporadic thing you've ever done as kicking a Coffee pot off the counter that one time when you were trying to hide my cereal on April Fool's day last year".

"Oh really," he said standing up and standing in front of me for a split second. My heart dropped to my stomach as he dropped to one knee. And I began covering my mouth from smiling.

"Phillip Michael Lester, you know what I'm going to say, so just tell me. Would you be my husband"?

The room was silent for a moment, but as I nodded yes the room went crazy. Screams and shrieks of joy that Phan was real.

Dan gave me an awkward hug as I stood up to kiss him on the lips lightly.

Cat was semi teary eyed as she make way to the Mike. "Well I think this deserves a round of applause," She said.

We were lead of stage my PJ who left us behind.

And before he could say anything. I pushed him against the wall and kissed him. I kissed him for every kind word, every moment, every bit of love he'd ever given me, and for every second I could stare into his eyes and feel love.

"Daniel James Howell, I fucking love you".