Lealtà {18+}

LEALTÀ -Chapter nineteen

" 'Cause I wish that someone would've told me that when I was hurting...then maybe," he sighs and I open my eyes and look up at him seeing he's already looking at me. "Maybe I wouldn't have cut myself and done much more bad things to myself." I shoot my head up as I felt a scar on the side of his head,under the hair.

"Nicola...you...did you-what happened?" My tears well up only at the thought...the thought of him trying to end his life. He only looks at me,not saying anything. My hands found their way to his cheeks and I look him right into his eyes.

"Desta...I need you to know that I'm here for you too. Only because I'm a woman,it doesn't mean I don't understand a man's feelings...we all have them." He still only looks at me-not saying anything until he asks,

"How old are you?"

I let out a little giggle at his question,but he only looks at me,waiting for an answer.

"I'm twenty-two. How old are you,sir?" I say,playfully. He raises his right eyebrow,making me blush and giggle a little more.

"Thirty-three"

My eyes widen and a little smirk is forming on his lips.

"Oh my god! Is that a smirk on your lips,Nicola?" I say and laugh as he smiles fully. His smile makes buterflies erupt in my stomach and my insides clench...in a good way. But as I laugh he growls,and his hands found their way to my waist,holding me still.

"Oh,I'm sorry! Did I hurt you?" I ask concerned. His eyes are closed and his bottom lip between his teeth.

"Kimberly...sit still..."

"What,why?" I ask and move a little until I can feel it.

Oh.

Oh

OH

"Oh shit! I-I'm sorry..." I can feel my whole face turn red and my skin burn...but he doesn't let me go...

He opens his green eyes and the smirk that was there before...is back.

"I did only say don't move,but I didn't say that I wanted you to climb off of me,little girl." He pulls me even closer and in a reflex my hands find the wall behind us,making mine and Nicola's faces close-milimeters from eachothers lips...

"N-Nicola..." I breathe out.

"Kimberly...?"

"Nicola...I-uhm..."

"Yes,little girl?"

Fuck it. No,fuck me!

I place my hand around his neck and I kiss him. And to my surprise,he pulls me closer. His hand is now around my throat,in a loose grip but it's making me crazy! I moan into his mouth,and he takes that as a sign to deepen the kiss,his tongue coming in contact with mine.

Wow...

We pull away and I look into his green eyes with my brown ones.

"You're so hot..." I say outloud. He laughs a little which is music to my ears,and gives my lips a peck. My heart is pumping so fucking much right now...

"Trust me...the feeling is mutal." He says and smiles. Which gives me an idea...

I push my hips down onto him,and grind onto him. His facial expression turns to serious in the matter of seconds,and the pleasure is filling my brain quickly...

"Ah,jebati!" He groan.
(Fuck)

"Mhmm,Nicola." I moan and grind onto him harder. His hands dig into my waist,pulling the shirt up to reveal my skin above my black panties. I moan and I meet his eyes once again.

"Are you wet,baby?" I nod and the nickname is giving me a fantastic feeling down my core.

"Can I see for myself?" His voice is dark,and his eyes are now in a more dark green,color. He pulls me down harder,onto him.

"Y-yes!" I say and watch him put his hand down my panties...I gasp as I feel his fingers on my pussy. I know that I'm wet and I'm craving a touch down there-more so,His touch...

"Fuck,Kim. You're making me so hard." He growls and I feel his finger dance over my wet pussy,sliding in my arousal. He brings his finger up again,to his mouth. He put it in his mouth and moans as he looks me right into my eyes...

Did he just...lick my wetness off of his finger?

Yes...yes he did. And now it's a pool down there.

"Ah,you taste so fucking good!" His lips connect with mine,but this kiss is more hungry,wet and rough. He's showing me how much he wants me,and I do the same.

He pull away but starts to kiss down my neck but...

Flashbacks is coming back...

"Im gonna fuck you so hard!"

"Ah I love that little tight pussy of yours."

Words from Assar is coming back to my head and goosebumps erupt on my skin-and not the good ones...

I pull away,and sit down besides him. My breath is raggid and my heart is thumping hard in my chest.

"Shit...I'm sorry Kimberly,I shouldn't have-"

"No! It's not you...it's just. I got flashbacks from the apartment and...and Greece." I close my eyes and put my hands in my hair,trying to gather myself.

"Can I hold you?"

I look up once again at Nicola. He looks worried,and so am I...

I nod and his arms is around me once again but he only pulls me closer to his side. I lay my head on his chest and close my eyes as I breathe in his cologne.

"Thank you,Nico...I can't describe with words how much you mean to me. Without you,I would probably be dead."

I snuggle closer into his chest and my arms wrap around him,and his does the same around me.

"You mean a lot to me too,Kimberly...if only you knew..."

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