Fields of Gold (MYG)✔️

Part 50

"What can we do to help hyung," asked Jimin and Yoongi shook his head.

"I don't know. I think right now her actual job is the most frustrating one," said Yoongi and Tae jumped in.

"She's not going to do that when you come home is she?" Tae questioned and Yoongi sat back and stared at the ceiling for few minutes.

Jimin and Tae looked at each other and then back at Yoongi.

"Hyung, you didn't ask her to come with you yet," gasped Jimin and Yoongi's shoulders deflated.

"Her whole life is here Jiminie, I can't just ask her to abandon everything for me because she's good at emails and spreadsheets and managing us," said Yoongi.

"Why not," interjected Taehyung. Yoongi stared at him deadpan, and Tae continued. "She is good at those things hyung but she's good at lots of other things. But is that why you'd want her to come to Korea? Because she's good at emails and managing our calendar or maybe there's another reason, you'd want to invite her to come back home with you?"

Jimin squeezed Tae's hand and shook his head slightly, and when Yoongi pushed off the bench to go pace in front of Tae's painting, Jimin's face fell even further.

Both boys fell silent as they watched Yoongi pace back and forth. Ten minutes passed and an anxious Jimin continued to watch Yoongi pace. Tae dug out his phone and checked somethings, occasionally glancing up at Yoongi.

Finally, Yoongi turned back to the bench and what Jimin saw there didn't help him feel any less anxious about the situation.

"I don't know," said Yoongi as he sat back down on the bench. "I don't know how to help her. I don't know how to even start to talk to her about coming to Korea. Every time I think about it, I think about asking her to take more vacation from her job and spend that time with me." Yoongi pushed off the bench to pace again, but he kept talking.

"If she comes back with me that's great! That's what I want, I want her with me no matter what, but what does she come back to? Me immediately jumping into all this comeback stuff she's been prepping for us," said Yoongi and Jimin winced. Even Tae paused from scrolling on his phone.

"Hyung, we're jammed solid for the entire summer. Like busier than we've been since we won the second grammy," said Tae and Jimin nodded his agreement.

"Right," said Yoongi. "So I'd ask her to give up her time, to come halfway across the world to see me, and I guess you guys," Yoongi waved his hands at Jimin and Tae and continued, "but we'd all be doing the same thing. So she'd fly 20 hours on a plane only for me to say Hi and Bye before heading off to practice or meet and greets or whatever she's scheduling for us and then being lucky if I make it to a bed before 2am. Then back up at 5 to do it again the next day."

Yoongi sat back down in defeat and held his head in his hands, elbows balanced on his knees.

"I have been thinking about this since I had Sung-Jin find this apartment because I want her with me that much," Yoongi said as he looked at the floor. "She's not used to it like Hyun-Joo or Ji-Hye," referring to Jin and Joon's partners. "The last thing I want is to bring her over there and then abandon her to my empty apartment where my parents have their own code," said Yoongi.

Tae put away his phone and Jimin stared at Yoongi.

"You gave them the code? Hyung... Why?!?" exclaimed Jimin and Tae nodded emphatically.

"Even my Eomma doesn't have a code to get into our place hyung," said Tae and Yoongi shrugged and made a face.

"I figured they could use it when I'm not in the city, I mean you guys know how often I make it back there. I bought it because it was a good investment, it's never been home. But if (Y/N) came over, I wouldn't want to just take her to the dorm. I'd want something similar to what we have here," said Yoongi and was interrupted by a laugh from Taehyung.