'Shit guess it time to face my demons,' I thought to myself ———————————————————————— ^Music^ Face Claim:
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I visibly gulp and walk to the chair and sit down in the hair and makeup chair and Addison stands next to and let's me play with her fingers while getting my hair and make up done for my next scene. "Are you okay?," Scarlett says before leaving and I nod not looking at her She sighs and leaves patting my shoulder making me flinch at touch "That her?," she asking referring to Scarlett 'I'm scared' I sign to her not knowing if someone's in the room "Why? Of the past?," she says gently lifting my head 'Yeah, I'm afraid it's going to repeat itself and I can't relive those experiences ever again, it's impossible for me to do,' I sign crying and she nods understandingly and wipe my tears when the hair lady come back "Okay, since we just go out of the other scene, we won't need any makeup on you need to have to look like you were crying," she explains to me and I nod standing out the chair We leave and meet at the scene marker. "I gotta go and answer some calls and e-mails sissy, will you be okay for like an hour or two?," she says as we walk making me stop and my eyes widen 'Your leaving me!,' I say into a nervous manner "I'm not leaving you, I just will be in your trailer until your finished ok?," she says cooling my nerves and I nod "Hey Addison, Can I talk to you?," Joseph asks gently "Yeah, can she stay?," She ask referring to me and he nods "I just wanted to ask what triggered her panic attack so we can prevent them in the future." He asks sincerely and she turns to me and I nod "Mainly yelling, if she being thrown around, when she doesn't know whats going on and you can know whenever she starts messing with things, you can tell when starts tugging at her hair or mess with her skin, when she stays in one place and doesn't move." She says and he looks understandable "How could we prevent them from happening?" He asks as Anthony walks up "Give her AirPods or a stress toy. If I'm not around call me on the phone and that calms her. Make sure her hair is away from her face and sometimes she would throw up. She will show signs, you just have to pay attention to it." She finish and he and his brother nods "Thanks for the help," Joseph says and she nods while she watches me being pulled away I struggle because I don't know where I'm going. "Hey! You can't just pull on her like that," She argues stepping forward I run behind her breathing heavily. "What hell is wrong with you man?," Joseph says protectively "What the hell is going on?," Anthony argues "This douchebag was just pulling her away like she was some item," Addison says as I hug her tighter "What? Go to the meeting room now!," Anthony says quietly but angry "Can she still work through the scene since it's her last short scene of the day?," Joseph asks Addison "Will you?," she asks and I nod "I wanna talk?," I whisper lowly "Like on camera are you sure you're ready for this," she says and I smile widely and confidently nod "She wanna start with ASL then start actually talking," she says and the brothers and they smile big and gets happy "That's great come on, before it gets too late for the scene," Anthony says excitedly and gets me prepared "Before you go on, I'm proud of you for doing this. Finally letting everyone hear you're voice and being confident. Now drink this before you start." She says kissing my head and I nod taking the water from her I drink some water and get in my places.
Scene As I am driving, I begin to start breathing very hardly and an all black Swat car drives down the same road behind me. I take a turn they take a turn. I spot a hydra sign through they're window. I speed up and lose them for a bit and get to a point where I can take them. I get to a clear field and stop my car getting out, walking to the middle of the field. (The fan base thinks you don't have powers, they you're just good at combat.) I hear them get out the trucks, they circle around me. "Today of all days," I say in a strong Russian accent and I get back silence "Come met your maker," I say then smirks I take them out using combat and my powers. "Try again next time моя любовь." I say into their com radio (My love) I then smash it, walk back seeing a motorcycle and use that instead my car. I transfer everything to the motorcycle and get on. I turn it on seductively fix my hair and wink at the camera then pull off.
"Cut!" I hear them say and I slow down and turn around I get to them then get off and take off the helmet and fix my hair. "Ok first of all that was sexy above all things, and I didn't know you spoke Russian." Lizzie says running up to squealing "There's a few things you don't know about Liz," I say smiling "So you're speaking now, I'm so proud of you." She smiles bringing me into a hug "Yeah, Addison made things clearer for me," I say pulling away We walk back to the lounging room on set seeing everyone there. I text Addison 'Are you still doing work' She responds 'yeah I am but what's up y/n/n' I text back 'Nope I'm fine just wondering, you should really ask to see my last scene' She responds 'did something go wrong?' I text back 'No but it's really sexy if you think about it' She sends back 'SMH' I laugh at it and hear someone call my name. "Mmm," I say putting my phone in my pocket
"What are you laughing at?" RDJ says smirking 'I was texting my sister if you had to know DJ.' I sign and he looks at me confused 'I would like to formally introduce myself' I sign and they nod "Hi my names y/n and I'm very hungry," I say out loud and they gasps "What you act like you never heard someone's voice?" I say sarcastically "We've heard everyone's voice but yours is unique," Scarlett says making me look into her eyes and I smile softly I take out my phone and pull up her contact. 'Talk later?' 'Yeah of course' i smile at her response and put my phone back up "I want some Chinese takeout." I say ordering it on my phone "Order some then," Sebastian says "Don't think I doing that asshat," I say with a glare "I liked you better when you were quiet, you looked so innocent." He says smiling "Well sucks to be you." I say blankly then smiles "I literally love her, she's definitely my daughter." RDJ says laughing causing everyone to laugh "Aww my pleasure," I say smiling softly "Can we talk like now in private?" Scarlett whispers into my ear "Sure, where?" I whisper back "My trailer?" She says more like a question and I nod following her out We get to her trailer and sit on her couch. "I'm guessing you're wondering why I was so skittish towards you?" I asks and she nods looking me in the eyes "It started after the scene with Evans, the kiss scene I guess it easily got to me in a way i didn't want it to." I say moving my hair out the way "You know me and Evans was never anything ever." She confirms and I nod "Yeah, its not that I doubt you or us even. I doubt me the most before anything." I say guiltily "Why?" She asks kneeling in front of me "I thought I wasn't going to be enough for me. That I would never be enough for you. That's kiss showed that you can be taken away from me at any moment and be with someone else." I say crying into my hands "I would not do that to you or to myself. I want you and no one else for the time being." She says cupping my face and I nod She wipes my tears and pull me into a passionate kiss. "I love you," she says looking into my eyes "I love you too," I say then pull her into another kiss
Please don't hurt me.... I'm begging you ________________________________
