||Niall Horan Imagines||

Ignorance

It's been a year since me and Niall started dating, it's been a rough experience but
We stay put and try to fix things even if we breakdown in the process.

I love Niall, and sometimes going out with him is risky as Paps would randomly show
Up while we are just having a walk or enjoying the nice weather.

Although most times he is at tour and I'm left home all alone,

Although these days when Niall's away.. there's always rumours and I choose to ignore them
As I know Niall would never cheat on me, or to anyone.

Sometimes I go off Twitter for about three weeks and not giving the rumours spreading
Around any attention, or to make me feel bad about myself.

Niall told me to not listen and I trust him with all my heart, but.. sometimes I can't resist looking through Twitter and reading the Rumours and websites mostly the pictures out there
Are photoshopped, I can't be sure as they're really good at editting these stuff,

I get insecure of all the beautiful and perfect girls Niall see's everyday including fans from all over the world, they are so loving but I do get jealous most of the time,

Niall has many friends including girls, he gets along with anyone that's one thing I also love about this man.

He's a person you meet once in a lifetime, the person that holds your heart like it's glass and if they break it there is no longer a way to fix the broken glass cause it's now shattered into pieces which can't be put together.

Even though I love and trust him, there are times I'm worried he'll leave me for someone way better with more talents and hobbies,

I overthink too much about it, that's what Niall says,

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When he came back from tour he didn't talk to me nor greeted me in any sort of way, just, silence

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"Niall, what's wrong?" I asked him, slowly moving my hands closer to his neck, I left a small peck on his biceps but again he gives me no response.

"Niall, if your gonna act like this forever then I don't find a reason why I should even be here."

I told him, as I stood up looking at his eyes which gazes only at the TV which was in front of him.

"Fine then, I'll go and stop disturbing your ass." I spat and walked over to our bedroom.

I locked the door and tears started to stream down my cheeks,
I layed back on the door, helplessly crying, I covered my mouth trying to not make a sound.

-Niall's POV-

Y/N walked away into our bedroom as I sit there watching the TV, not paying attention to anything showing on the screen in front of me,

As I felt a throbbing pain in my heart after i heard soft sobs coming from the room,

I wanted to cry, I had a reason of doing this to Y/N although it wasn't intended by me,

I slowly walked over to our bedroom door, I stood there holding in my tears which I badly wanted to let go.

The sobbing stops and I hear footsteps then the sound of the bathroom door opening, I instantly tried opening the door realising what (Y/N) was about to do,

I endlessly turned the knob trying to opened the door which was locked

" (Y/N)!! Please open the door! Im sorry please! P-please don't h-hurt yourself." I fell onto the ground placing my head on the wooden door, again I hear the same sobbing sound.

" (Y/N) darling, please let me in, I'm so fucking sorry, I know I've been a total jerk but.. please don't do it, you don't deserve this, I'm so so sorry princess" I sobbed, tears fell down my face dropping on the carpet.

I heard footsteps coming closer to my direction.

The door clicked and slowly creaked as it opens wider showing the face of an angel, with teary eyes.

I stood up and hugged her tightly, "I-I'm sorry princess, you'll never treat yourself right but darling, i want you to. I've been a jerk and you might not even what to see me right now but.. I love you so fucking much, your my whole world (Y/N), please don't leave me," I cried out, not letting go of her arms.

"Niall.. it's alright, but you got a lot to make up for." (Y/N) said I sighed in relief, I kissed her cheeks,

"Thank you princess, for giving me another chance." I cried again, (Y/N) is too good for me, she's an angel sent from heaven one of the most beautiful too.

"I love you, Ni." She says placing her hands behind my neck, I moved my hands down to her waist and looked her in the eyes.

"I love you a thousand times more princess," I spoke and merged our lips together.

I missed her soft lips, I miss cuddling and just chilling on the couch making terrible jokes only me (Y/N) and I would understand.

I found that I missed (Y/N) more then anyone, she's perfect.

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Hello everyone!
Thanks for reading this chapter sorry it took a while, it's not even long but I'm having my exams right now and I don't have much time to write here.

So I'm incredibly sorry, I may not be able to update still like next week Friday 😭

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