𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙎𝙖𝙞𝙠𝙞.𝙠 𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨

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Anime__fan450 this is for you!

Ever since you were born you thought you were the wrong gender

Y/n L/n was born a woman, something when thinking about, felt very uncomfortable.

You really never knew why you felt like this. You spent years feeling like you don't fit in without really understanding why, and you started avoiding talks of gender altogether, half of the time you felt ashamed, guilty, and confused.

They tried to repress these thoughts but it just made it harder. That is when you stumbled upon an article about being transgender a term you had just learned, searching more about you found out more about what transgender means.

You skimmed through the many sources and found an article explaining what transgender means you read through the article and summarised it to what you understood :

"Transgender is a broad term that can be used to describe people whose gender identity is different from the gender they were thought to be when they were born"

you felt relieved, relieved that you weren't the only person who felt this way but at the same time you felt anxious, you could feel the anxiety creeping through your entire body, the reason for that was you had a boyfriend.

His name was Hairo Kineshi and you couldn't bear to lose him. He was the only person who was the light of your life during the darkest of times, and you didn't want him to break up with you.

You could look into his fiery eyes forever, the eyes filled with determination and love for you, and his red locks of hair which, when you two were alone, you would play with, it was soothing during the harsh times.

And his muscular build always seemed perfect with your build it was like two perfect puzzle Pisces, you loved the times when he would pick you up in his strong arms and look at you with a gaze filled with compassion and love

Which made all your struggles seemingly vanish,

You would rather die than lose all that love and you don't want to lose anyone remotely close to you, Parents, friends, classmates, hell even neighbors!

There was a chance that they were accepting—but they also might not be, and you feared that you would lose your loved ones.

So you hid your true identity, you smiled even though you knew you were far from happy.

Hairo started noticing weird things when he started dating you, but he didn't want to barge in your private life, so he kept a safe distance from you while still being supportive and trying to be a good partner,

He really started having red alarms when he saw you sending him fake smiles and stared to avoid everyone he was worried as a normal person would be boyfriend he loved you so he decided to confront you about it,

It was a rainy day in Hidari Wakibara, you were walking to pk academy a short distance from your house which was a short walk, an umbrella in hand you started walking through the gate of the school,

You had placed the dampened umbrella you removed your indoor shoes and placed them in the shoebox, and bent down to wear your Uwabaki, Right then and there you saw a fiery-haired figure beside you it was hairo,

"Hey Y/n!!" he practically screamed in your ear to the point you could sense his energy, you were pretty convinced everyone could,

"Hey, hairo!" you replied sending him the happiest smile you could,

"I was wondering if I could talk to you later of course if you're okay with it," hairo said sending you a warm smile, you could see his posture was timid which was awfully eerie because hiaro's most known for his confidence and determination.