I was still feeling awful about the way I acted last night, I couldn't even get out of bed no matter how much Kai tried to get me up, I wondered if maybe Ramona was at the coffee shop. I finally got up to go get coffee I put on an old Rob Zombie shirt and a black pair of skinny jeans.
There she was again just standing beside the window, I felt so bad just looking at her made me feel like my heart was in my throat. I walked in and tried to talk to her but she wasn't having it she starred me down and went:
"So what was last night about?"
I was struggling to even think of how to start apologizing to her, how do you make things right after being such a dumb ass?
I finally said:
"It was me being a coward, I'm so sorry Romana. I do really want to date you"
She just looked at me with a smile as if she was shocked that I could of even apologized in the first place without being a dick about it. I was just confused on how she's respond I felt so awkward, she just said:
"Listen it's fine, how about you come over to mine tomorrow?"
She wanted me of all people to go over to her house? I mean yeah obviously I wanted to go I mean she's so pretty and confident and just so cool, so I said
"FUCK YEAH! oh um I mean yeah I'd um love to..."
She smiled and left the shop. I wanted to chase after her and just say "I LOVE YOU!" at the top of lungs but I'd already fucked up enough when it came to her.
Outside was the guy from last night. He was staring me down looking ready to fight me, I wanted to just hide in the shop but as I was leaving he grabbed my coat...
