Made for Him | Jack Harlow

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𝐽- Jasmine

We had already finished shooting. It was amazing, just like a full dream, it just didn't feel real? Yk? It was very fun on set and doing all of these different things. Why am I acting like this is new?? I literally made 1 song before 'Say So' and recorded a MV.. anyways.. me and the squad definitely did an amazing job. I definitely couldn't of thanked Nas enough for this opportunity even though he's my friend. I feel like a fan.. being asked to be in a video or picture with my idol.. imma just add that I saw Jack eyeing me a little bit through this whole process. Sometimes we would make eye contact that felt like forever , did I look away, no? Did I mind it, no? He was an attractive guy. I've always liked white men. My whole family does. That's who my mom and a couple of my aunts got pregnant with. It's just a family "tradition".. okay stop. This sounds racist.. anyways.. yeah, my whole family has had a white men thing, like everyone else it starts in high school. But, your denying it like you possibly couldn't go for a white boy.. but you end up falling into their arms.. just like they swoop you from off of your feet. Then.. you would have dated at least 1-3 throughout High School. Then lastly.. in College.. you would at least date 1-2 in there and last with them or not.. my mom didn't end up with hers but trust me. They are bestfriends! My mom got pregnant with me on her last 2 weeks on College by her Sneaky Link (aka my dad).. she told him and they both decided to keep me but they didn't really want to be in a relationship. So, my mom continued with College with my dad still getting good grades and graduating. They luckily lived in the same hometown and went back together. Obviously she told our family and they were happy so we're his family. My mom stayed with her parents and he stayed with his but he always made sure to check up on her and stop by to see if she needed anything. Then I was born, grew up , started to get more popular/noticed/famous. Moved to LA, and my parents joined me. They live in the same apartment complex she's on the highest floor and he's on 1 level under her, so everything worked out very well for them. They never were together some parents are like that.. luckily they did not turn out to be the parents that always argued and shit and had to call the police on eachother or sum shit like that. They were 'chill' yk? If they argued it was the smallest thing ever and got over it in like 1 hour. It's nice to have parents that aren't together but.. don't argue or have problems with eachother.

It was almost dark out.. I was sitting in my living room eating Chipotle and watching Netflix. For the music video I had woken up at 10:00am, left at 10:30 and drove to the studio and we left at 10:45.. it wasn't a long drive so since it was a whole music video it took a long time. It was like 12:55 when we got there and it took 6 hours with this whole thing so when we left and got onto the bus on our way back to the studio where all of our cars we're, When we left it was 6:12. It was now 6:30. I am pretty tired.

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Getting up out of my couch finally because all I was doing was staring out into the Los Angels city buildings because the show I was watching was getting boring. I throw my chipotle bowl in the trash and walk into my bedroom and into my bathroom getting undressed and into one of my nightgowns.
Walking up to my bed and getting inside wrapping the covers around me I hear my phone go off.
Looking at my phone it's a notification from Instagram.

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Getting into Instagram I see that it's a text message.

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Hey. I just wanted to say that you guys did amazing today on set. I'm glad I got to work with you.