Jeffthekiller x male y/n

"What about an axe?"

I walked over to the bed and crawled in, I wrap my arms around him.  Cuddled up close, he stayed where he was.  I felt myself smile, butterflies in my stomach.  I nuzzled up close, slowly dozing off.  Guess all I can do now is hope he doesn't wake up..  first..

"Morning sleepy head" I heard while someone poked at my face.  The voice was all scruffy.  I slowly opened my eyes to find Jeff poking at me, trying to wake me.  I lift myself up rubbing the crust off my eyes.  Jeff was sat beside me.  I look over to him and remembered last night, i flushed red.  "What do you wanna eat?" He asked, it was as if it was just another day.  Maybe i shifted off him in my sleep?

"I uh.. don't know" I answer.  His expression showed slight annoyance, of course I wasn't very helpful.  "I can order us something if you want" Like what? All we can really get is pizza or Chinese."  He huffed.  "It's called doordash idiot.  We can order anything and have it dropped off at the door." He seemed amazed by that.  "Since when was that a thing?!" He yelled.  "It's BEEN a thing for like- 3 years" my eyes narrowed.  How did you not know that.  "I.. Don't get out much-"  "I can tell."  I giggled, he was such an idiot when it came to common things now.  Wonder how long he's been living in the mansion.

We quickly agreed on something to eat, and had it delivered here. Nothing much happened, we ate, we got bored.  There wasn't much we agreed on when it came to watching something. We both quickly learned that about each other.  Then I wondered..

Murder?

No no, I cant.  Murder is wrong, I couldn't take another life. I already have one..

But..

Its whats gotten rid of all my problems.  Murder got rid of dad, murder got rid of Hannah.  Murder is whats making my life easier.. Would more help?  

No it wouldn't.  I don't know those people.  Them dead wouldn't solve anything of mine. It would just leave me with guilt that I took someone else's life.  It's not like I would be able to make myself feel better by telling myself they did something wrong.  Those would mostly be innocent people.  People that only want whats best for the world.  People that only get upset when it's reasonable.  When they have a good reason.  Killing those people doesn't make me a better person..

Wow. Is that what I would've thought?

Hell no! Absolutely nobody is innocent.  Only babies.  As soon as people can think, nobody is safe.  Everybody has fucked someone else over one way or another and you cannot change my mind. Everybody, even me. Deserves death.  For all we've done.  I'll just be doing the world a favor! Besides, humans are whats ruining it.

"Hey Jeff?" I look at him "What is it." He was already annoyed with the movie/show situation.  "What if we just went killing?"  I say calmly, wondering if he would take it.  "..You blanked out when I killed your dad in front of you.  What makes you think you can do that over and over in a row?"  He questioned.  He was right, I froze up when I witnessed murder that wasn't my own.  "I don't know, but I won't get better if I don't keep trying" I stood up, eager to try again, and again and again. "Okay.. what weapon do you plan on using.  Cause I don't think you have the strength to use a knife everytime."  He huffed, he was judging based off my appearance.  I don't have much muscle, but I have enough to just get by with a knife. Once.  "I don't know, but a knife is all I have.  I don't even know how to shoot a gun.  The hell would I use?"  We sat in silence, thinking. 

(yes ima use the same weapon for this y/n as last time)

"What about an axe?" He suggested. "All you need is a good swing and it will do the rest for you."  He had a point, a axe does most of the work for the handler.  "Okay, but i'd have to buy one. And i'm slowly running out of money here bud." "Why not use your dads card? Not like he can close it or prevent you from using it anymore". He laughed a little.  I clicked my tongue. "Not a bad idea" I say, walking to my dads room and searching for his wallet to grab his card.  

There it is.  I find it, shower get dressed.  Jeff used my laptop to find a nearby place to buy a decent one for cheap.  I got the address and began the walk there, I couldn't drive so this was going to be a hell of a walk.. 2 whole miles. What a pain.