(Title Taken From: Fine by Taeyeon)
I'm crying to myself when I hear something from the other side of the door, where the world is still happening.
I hear three soft, rapid knocks.
The outside felt too loud, knocks on my door are a shame
No one should be bothering me right now.
I don't want anyone near me right now.
When I'm like this, I don't know, it's just... I lash out more than I should at them. I lose control.
"Zee," I hear from the other side of the door. "Zee, are you alright?"
"Piss off, Dinah!" I yell back.
"Love, it wasn't your fault, what happened to him. Understand that. What happened to him is not your fault."
I was a fool...
How could I believe that we were meant to be?
How could I?
You and I were one of a kind
But now I know it was all in my mind
I think back to the day after he left...
"John," I called.
"John," I called out again. "John, babe, this isn't funny. Where are-"
Then I stopped once I saw the note on his side of the bed.
No, I thought.
Not again, I thought.
He's real this time, he is real about us... he promised that he would stay with me this time, I thought.
Zee, Love of my Life-
Listen, I know you are going to be pissed as hell
that I did this to you again, but, listen here. This is
better for both of us. You won't get hurt. It's better
this way. Please, Love, don't be mad. I just want the
best for you. It's not you, it's me. I'm five steps away
from death, and I don't want you with me when that
happens. Please, don't be mad. If the world is about
to end, I will be there, fighting by your side. But, if
not, and if this is the last time I ever see you, just
know that I fucking love you. I love you to the end of
the world, and then some. If you hate me for the rest of
your and my life, then so be it. As long as you're safe, I
couldn't care what it takes to get you safe. Please don't
look for me, it's useless. I know how to evade every
locator spell there is in existence, and even some that
haven't even been invented yet. Once you wake up, just
know that I did this for you, for us. It's better this way.
Love, John
After that, I cried.
How could you tear my heart in two?
Alone in a cold bed, not even bothering to tie my hair up or anything.
My hair tied up in a knot
I wake up from the mess you made
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Magicblazer Oneshots
फैनफिक्शनHeyyyy what's up y'all, we back with some more oneshots for JohnZee/Magicblazer, my obvious OTP! (For Wattpad, sorry about the shitty cover.) The titles of these oneshots will be taken from kpop songs. If they're bad, I'm sorry, I just thought of th...
