FIRST and LAST LOVE...

LIFE IN PRESENT

Anvika: Toh ab pata chala tumhe ki kya hua tha uss raat....uss raat do dil nhi balki char dil tut ke bikhar gaye the...par mujhe ye baat samajh nhi aayi ki bina sach jaane tum dono meri side kyun khade rahe...batao?

Sameer: Naina samjha iss pagli ko...anvika bhai hun main tera...aur humne jitna bhi time tum dono ke saath spend kiya na...itna toh hum bahut ache se samajh gaye the ki tum dono chahe long distance relationship me raho ya ek dusre ke bagal me ek dusre se chipke raho...u both care for each other a lot...tum dono me woh understanding thi jo 10 saal baad married couples ke beech hoti hai....

Kirti: Aur humne jab teri aisi state dekhi tab hum samajh gaye ki kuch major hua hai aur jo kuch bhi hua hai aarav ki wajah se hua hai isilie hum teri side ho gaye....kyunki agar tune kuch kiya hota toh teri aisi halat nhi hoti...tu apne relation ko todne ke guilt me hoti aur jis state me aaj tu hai na...aise photo frame pakad ke rona and all..iss particular state me abhi aarav hota hai...

Naina:(taunting) Usse guilt ho na ho par mujhe bahut guilt hai ki maine usse apna bhai mana...you know anvika usne tere jaise pure soul ko itna hurt kiya hai...woh apni life me kabhi khush nhi reh payega...

Anvika: Oh-okay guys...enough...agar woh apni life me khush hai toh theek hai na..hum kyun uske baare me soch sochkar apna time aur apna dimag kharab kare...

Kirti: Anvika ji yeh aap keh rahi hain...
Anvika: ji kirti ji yeh main hi keh rahi hoon....chalo sab ab no more rona dhona...main bhi nhi roungi tum sab bhi mat ro aur chalo warna late ho jayenge...

All(together): Kahaan?
Anvika(acting to be dramatic): Hawww....main kahungi unn sab se ki tumlog unn sab ko bhul chuke ho...

Kirti: Nhi tu aisa kuch nhi kahegi...chalo sab ready ho jao...warna old age home ke liye late ho jayenge...
Naina: Anvika tu bhi fresh ho ja...aur jaldi niche hall me aaja aaj ka breakfast wahi hai uske baad hospital chalenge...okay
All(saluting): yes madam....

Meanwhile naina thinks:
" Anvika tu sabke saamne jooth bol sakti hai par mere saamne nahi...mujhe pata hai ki tu...na iss dhoke ko bhula payi hai na kabhi bhula payegi...tu aaj bhi usse bahut pyaar karti hai...saaf saaf teri aankhon me jhalkta hai...par main tujhe firse tutne nhi dungi...ek baar ke dhoke se ubharte ubharte tujhe ek saal lag gaya fir bhi uss se move on nhi kar payi...dusri baar agar yahi sab hua toh kahin tu...nhi...nhi main kuch bhi galat nhi sochungi...please bhagwan ji meri behen ki life ki khoyi hui khushiyan usse wapas lota do"

When everybody goes down Anvika gets busy with her thoughts:
" Hamara relation itna bhi weak nhi tha ki tumhare kuch keh dene se aur mere kuch sun lene se tut jaye...kyun kiya aisa aarav...kyun diya mujhe dhoka...main chahe logon ke saamne kuch bhi kyun na kahun par mera dil jaanta hai ki aaj bhi woh tumhare liye hi dhadakta hai...main aaj bhi tumse utna hi pyaar karti hun jitna pehle karti thi aur hamesha karti rahungi....
Pata nhi kyun par mujhe aisa lagta hai ki jo bhi mene uss din dekha,suna aur socha woh aadhi adhuri baat thi...kaash ek baar tumse mil pati...kaash ek baar yeh jaan pati ki kya wajah thi iss dhoke ki...khair...
Tum shayad mujhse judi har cheez bhula dena chahte hoge par mere liye tumse judi har cheez bahut special hai...mujhe yaad hai ki kal tumhara birthday hai...bhagwan kare tum jahaan kahin bhi raho khush raho...
हर लम्हा मरी जिन्दगी का
तुम्हारी याद बनकर रह गया
वो ख्वाब हमारे साथ का
अधूरा ख्वाब ही रह गया
क्या ही हुआ जो हम साथ नही है
दुआएं तो दिल मे अब भी वही है
शायद लिखा हो साथ अगले जनम का हमारा
हो रंगीन ये जीवन मेरे बिन तुम्हरा।
I miss you a lot aarav...and i really really love u"

With this thought a lone tear escapes her eyes indicating her longing and craving for her love...

Afternoon , DELHI ,3 Pm:
A boy was sitting in his study reading a patient's file but his mind was busy with its own thoughts....

Rohit: 1...2....3... bol...areee bol aarav...abee gadhe bolna...itna simple toh hai
Naina: Bro bol dona...just say it..
Aarav: Areee ek min...
Anvika: Aarav jaldi bolo kya bolna chahte ho...mujhe jaana hai...ward no 20 ke patient ka gluc...
Aarav: areee chup..main bol raha hun na...
Anvika: Achaa theek hai bolo fir ward no 20 ke patient ki rep...
Aarav: Meri maa...patient ko thodi der side me rakho...iss moment pe woh patient jaruri hai ya mein...
Anvika: Aarav bhul gaye hypocritic oath....(while controlling her laugh)
Aarav:ughhh....main kabse kuch bolna chah raha hun suno toh sahi....
Anvika: Tum bolo toh sahi
Aarav:(in one go) I LOVE U

Anvika starts laughing....
Anvika: Kya aarav itni si baat bolne mein tumne kitna time liya main kabse wait kar rahi thi ki kab tum bolo aur tum ho ki...omg itni nervousness...
Aarav:Matlab...tumhe?
Anvika: Matlab yeh ki mere buddhuram mujhe sab pehle se hi pata tha...ki tum yahi bolne wale ho...
Aarav: Areee ....jawab to do...mene itni himmat karke bola...
Anvika(pulling his cheeks): I LOVE U TOO MY CUTIEPIE...

And they share a hug....everybody goes in aww seeing the cutest couple in front of them....

And a smile appears on the boy's face but it soon vanishes when he remembers his betrayal and overlooks his miserable and messed life without her....a lone tear escapes from his eyes too...
Soon another boy enters his study room and again sighs seeing his friend's condition....
Rohit: Hi aarav!!kaisa hai?
Aarav: Apni soul ke bina ek body lifeless hi hoti hai...main bhi wahi banke reh gaya hun ek jinda laash...
Rohit: Aarav tu bhi janta hai yaar humne woh kadam kyun uthaya... don't worry humne kabhi kissi ke saath kuch galat nhi kiya...bhagwan ji bhi hamare saath kuch galat nhi karenge...
Aarav:(while standing near window) Nhi buddy...jaane anjaane humne do dil tode hain aur uski hi saja hai ye jo aaj hum dono apne pyaar se dur hain....

Precap: Aarav's birthday...
Hope u guys enjoyed this chapter...I will look forward for your votes and please do comment wether u liked it or not...it was very difficult to write it all over again...
Lots of love