mister professor! | jaywon

📓 [04] : 네.

🎧 CHAPTER 4 : word goes by.
- wherein jungwon starts to question if he was doing the right thing or not being with jay. Even if they were only just friends who were slowly learning to love each other, he wasnt so sure if he wanted to open his heart up so suddenly this time.
word count: —- 1003 words.
—- tags: mentally breaking down jungwon but its just him not knowing what to do and trying to do this himself while hes kinda confused and at the same time a bit hazy

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Jungwon rests in his bed quietly, it's been a few weeks ever
Since his break started from work, and he was still confused
About what Jay mentioned.

Should I even find love? Maybe Daeun is fine
With just me. Jungwon pondered, finding it difficult
To think straight as his head was clouded with thoughts,
He wasn't sure if he just wanted to do this for himself
Or just for Daeun's sake.

"I don't know anymore.." Jungwon sighs,
Looking to the side as he rested his head on
The bed's headboard, feeling lost.

Feelings were so complicated, he didn't know if he was
Fine without anyone, or he wanted someone by his side.
Fathership was an extremely hard thing that took a toll on
Jungwon.

But he wasn't so sure if he was willing to let
Someone else into his little family.

RING! RING!

Jungwon looks to the side, noticing another notification
As his curiosity picks up his phone, noticing it was another
Text from the one and only Jay.

7:38am Park Jeongseong – 'Daeun arrived early to
My class, I want you to meet me here pre-recess time,
Are you available?'

Jungwon's eyes widen, they only just met
Properly a few days ago, and now they're seeing
Each other as if they were married?

He sighed, feeling a bit uneasy but deciding to go, He did
And he was having feelings of interest towards Jay. But he
Was very hesitant. It'll be taking lots of conviction to convince Jungwon to even like Jay properly.

7:40am Yang Jungwon – 'noted. I'll be there soon.'

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Jungwon groans, slightly pondering and regretting
Why he went up so early just to go visit Jay, trying to
Convince himself it was for Daeun and not her teacher.

"God.. I can't believe im doing this.. It's fine Jungwon, it's
For Daeun, not, not Jay." Jungwon grumbles as he tightens
His grip on the car wheel, turning around to the direction of
The school campus.

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Jungwon traces his hands against the lockers, this was
His old school before he applied Daeun to enroll here.
He remembered a lot, the days when he and Sunoo would
Run to the cafeteria to buy some sweets instead of a proper meal, When Sunoo would cry whenever Sunghoon ignored him. Even Heeseung and Jake, it was a bit comforting, Distracting him from the present as he reminisced
When he was younger.

He smiled, suddenly noticing Jay by the class-room of Daeun's. It seemed like he teaches all subjects, and that was why there were Respective teachers in each class, stumbling forward, his heart Beating much faster than usual.

He looks to the class door window, noticing Daeun paying
Complete attention to Jay's lesson, He really is good with Kids Huh.. Jungwon ponders, looking at how gently Jay treats his class, They were all paying attention and not disobeying at all, they must Really like him then.

Jungwon blushes, realizing he was admiring him because
He was attracted to people like him, "Oh shut up Jungwon
You shouldn't be thinking about this.." He grumbled to
Himself.

RING! RING!

"Ah, there's the school bell kids, let's all properly get
Our lunchboxes by the cubby-hole over there okay? Don't
Forget to give me your school diaries to let your parents know What you need to do for tomorrow." Jay smiles.

"Yes teacher!" All the kids exclaim as Jay chuckles,
Turning to the side noticing Jungwon watching him,
Seeing the younger's eyes widen and immediately
Going away from his view.

Jay chuckles, finding Jungwon extremely
Adorable.

He notices the children already eating as he walks towards
The class door, opening it and looking to the side noticing a
Hiding Jungwon.

"Hey! You actually came!" Jay chuckles, grabbing
Jungwon's wrist, smiling gleefully, "Well.. I have nothing
To do.. So.." Jungwon shrugs.

"Come in the classroom." Jay smiles, "What?! No way, I'm
Not allowing Daeun to see me right now.." Jungwon hisses,
"Come onnn~ For me?" Jay asks quietly, Jungwon rolls his eyes, "No way." Jungwon scoffs, "Please! Just this once!" Jay exclaims As Jungwon could only groan.

"Fine.." Jungwon sighs, being pulled into
The classroom as all of the kids stare at the
Two men.

"Papa?!" Daeun exclaims as she points to Jungwon, "Ah.. Hi.. Dear..." Jungwon scratches the back of his head awkwardly,

"See I told you Daeun! Teacher Jay and your dad are definitely Dating! How could you not notice it when you saw Teacher Jay pick your father up?!" Her friend exclaims as everyone in the Class lets out a loud 'ooo', teasing both Jay and Jungwon.

Jungwon flushes, but as well glares at Jay, giving him an, 'I told you so..' Glance, Jay chuckles awkwardly, "Class class.. Calm down, Daeun's father And I are only just acquaintances, I just needed to send him something."
Jay exclaims.

"Teacher Jay has a crush on Daeun's father!!" Someone yells
Out, making everyone laugh.

Jungwon chuckles awkwardly, "What'd you need to give me..?" Jungwon Asks as Jay looks at him with red cheeks, going into his bag as he hands him A bouquet with lilies, "Daeun told me you liked them." Jay whispered.

"See!! Teacher Jay and Daeun's dad are dating!!" Someone yells Again, "Class Class, pipe down a bit." Jay smiles as everyone keeps Quiet, giggling at the two, Jungwon, who was probably fuming, keeps His composure with a fake smile.

"Let's go visit the night market together tonight,
Please?" Jay asks quietly.

"..Fine. Idiot.." Jungwon scoffs.

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