Eren Jaeger's Playlist

Deathly Loneliness

適当に生きても息は続くtekitou ni ikite mo iki wa tsuzuku

You'll breathe on, even if you just live just doing whatever works

誰かに寄り掛かり生きているdareka ni yorikakari ikite iru

Living depending on someone else;

支えが消えても息が続くsasae ga kiete mo iki ga tsuzuku

Even if your support disappears, you'll continue to breathe

次の拠り所に身を寄せるtsugi no yoridokoro ni mi o yoseru

Becoming dependent on the the next thing

使い捨てじみた繋がりとかtsukaisute jimita tsunagari to ka

My throwaway connections,

その場限りの関係だとかsono ba kagiri no kankei da to ka

And relationships that only exist at the right time and the right place

何かが違うと嘆いてみてnanika ga chigau to nageitemite

Even if I try to lament, saying "something's not quite right",

何も分からずにいるんだってnani mo wakarazu ni irun datte

I remain understanding nothing {apparently}

誰が何と言ったってdare ga nani to ittatte

Whatever anyone might say

僕はずっとこんなんでboku wa zutto konnan de

I'll always be like this

切れた縁の端にkireta enishi no haji ni

I cast down my eyes

目を伏せたのme o fuseta no

Beside all of my severed bonds

寂しがって泣いたってsabishigatte naitatte

{Apparently} even if I'm so lonely I cry

誰も知らないんだってdare mo shiranain datte

No one gives a damn

また　猛独が襲うmata moudoku ga osou

And yet again, deathly loneliness attacks

誰かの気持ちを無碍にしてはdareka no kimochi o muge ni shite wa

For every person whose feelings I treat with disdain

誰かに縋りながら生きているdareka ni sugari nagara ikite iru

I live relying on an another.

その度とぐろを巻く罰がさsono tabi toguro o maku batsu ga sa

The punishment for curling up all those times

胸を締め付けて牙を立てるmune o shimetsukete kiba o tateru

Tightens around my chest and digs in its fangs 

気が付かぬ間に「独」が回るkigatsukanu ma ni "doku" ga mawaru

Before I even realised "loneliness" began to turn,

心だけ気づいて寂しがるkokoro dake kizuite samishigaru

My heart alone notices and yearns for another

痺れるような苦しみの中でshibireru you na kurushimi no naka de

Amidst the pin and needle-like pain,