Chapter 3: Depression

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I woke up to my eshay step brother Noah. "Y/N get up ya dog or I'll shank ya. We have ya dads funeral today." Noah informed me. We have to share a room since I moved in. I don't really mind since he is MEGA hot. Ronald said he was off limits, I'm fine with that. Sharing a room with Noah means that we shared a bunkbed. He was obviously on top and I'm definitely the bottom. 

As I fully opened my eyes the first thing I notice is that Noah is shirtless. My eyes drift down to his toned abs and suddenly the feelings start rushing back to me. Stop it Y/N! You're over him now, plus you have Mr Wave to simp over now. "Take a picture, it will last longer," Noah said winking at me. A deep crimson blush sets into my cheeks, I got so caught up in my thoughts I forgot to take my eyes away from Noah. "I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I'm s-s-s-sorry." I stutter. Noah makes me all nervous and I feel the butterflies return to my stomach. I get up from my bed to go get dressed in the bathroom. "Want me to join you?" Noah smirks. I turn away and shut the door not knowing how to answer. 

TW: emo, depression #broken

I walk out in my emo outfit, I want everybody to know how sad I am about my father (even though he raped and abused me on a daily basis

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I walk out in my emo outfit, I want everybody to know how sad I am about my father (even though he raped and abused me on a daily basis.) See picture below for Ronald's outfit.

and this is what Noah was wearing (don't you think he looks hot)

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and this is what Noah was wearing (don't you think he looks hot)

I was a little flustered at how good looking Noah was today but I don't think his looks could ever compare to Mr Wave

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I was a little flustered at how good looking Noah was today but I don't think his looks could ever compare to Mr Wave. Anyways enough about that, hahaha, we all got into the car and drove to the funeral which was located in our local Maccas, even though I've always loved Moocas. 

As we entered the Maccas I had flashbacks to the glorious Mr Waves. I know it was probably the smell of grease but I could only think of him. Bad Habits by Edward Sheeran started to play, the ceremony had begun. It went as any funeral in a McDonalds would go. I couldn't focus on the ceremony so I started to observe my surroundings. 

I could hear the loud beeping coming from the kitchen, people sitting down having abnormally loud conversations and customers ordering their food. I could smell grease which as I said before only reminded me of Mr Wave and my dad's coffin smelt only of death. yum yum. I could feel my dark baggy clothes wrapped around my small figure and suddenly Noah's arm snaking around my waist. I was in shock so I just focused on the pictures of Edward Sheeran. They were all across the room and quite beautiful at that(even thought he raped and abused me daily).

 They were all across the room and quite beautiful at that(even thought he raped and abused me daily)

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The funeral finally ended and I headed home with Noah

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The funeral finally ended and I headed home with Noah. He connected his phone to the car and played 'Papercuts' by Machine Gun Kelly.  The song was so beautiful and emo. When the song started getting to the main chorus he reached his hand across to my thigh. I jumped at the touch. Tingles went all the way up my leg and a shiver went down my spine. I looked towards his dark brown eyes, the colour of dirt, yum yum. I felt blood rush to my cheeks giving me a crimson tint across my face. I was so worried that these old feelings were coming back. Maybe it was just all the emotion from today but I think I really like him again. Plus he had a 20 pack like the titans in AOT. 

We sat like that for the rest of the ride but eventually our touch had to break. I grabbed a whole tub of honey, jalapeño, pickle ice cream which I imported form the US. I took it to my room and ate the entire thing on my BOTTOM bunk. Soon Noah entered only wearing his underwear and jumped onto his TOP bunk. By the time he had entered I had stripped down to my black lacy bra and G-string. The two of us just sat there until we fell asleep. 

A/N: Thanks for reading again babes. It's getting saucy between Noah and Y/N a lot now but don't worry it's still an x Mr Waves. I love you all so much and appreciate you taking the time to read this emotional story. I'm sorry this one is a little short but I found it hard to write something so depressing.

Love BakaBitch420xoxo

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