Love On Track ! Taerose

twenty five ! fall

"do you want to go to the hospital? We're going there right after the confirmation" jin said, arms on my shoulder
i could see them clearly nervous, i was too, they couldn't wait any longer to go see her.. I mean, who wouldn't? ( prolly you lmao)

"you guys can go, I'll wait" i said

honestly i wanted to go see her, but after everything i did? it's too selfish and i shouldn't be so greedy, she was right

She did everything and i did nothing

After my reassurance, the others hoped on the car and drove away to the hospital, leaving me and yoongi who decided to wait with me i think?

"no, I'm not here just to wait with you if that's what you're thinking " he started, ah, such a good observer

"im just here to tell you that no matter what you do, make sure you don't regret it, you've done many wrong decisions in the past, don't do the same mistake again, if you feel like doing something, do it before it's too late, you yourself knows regret is one of the worst thing one could ever feel,

and about chaeyoung, i don't know what you did to make her so unfocused and so disturbed, but what i do know is that her feelings for you are real, you know she likes you, and i really think you like her too, but you just haven't realized it.. so get together, set your feelings straight before you regret, for the millionth time "

He explained, how many times have i heard the word regret today, uncountable really

He then walked away, i don't know where to, but what i know is that i should do what he said to, to get my feelings straight ( should've done the shit earlier ma man)

I headed back to my apartment, still thinking about her, about chaeyoung

Should i go see her? Would she like it?  What if my presence just makes her hate me more

All kinds of thoughts came to me at the same time, i want to go see her, but she must hate me now right

( HATE MY ASS SHE'S LITERALLY DECIDING THE BIGGEST DECISION IN HER LIFE BASED ON WHETHER YOU SHOW UP OR NOT TF, WAKE UP JUSEYOORRRR)

sitting in front of the television, i started rethinking, I'll do this until im sure and decide on one decision i know won't hurt anyone

Hours later, still no answer

I should get one by now, should i just go with what my heart says? to go to her and apologize and see if she'll forgive me or should i do as what my mind says? To not go disturb her as it would only hurt her more

Is it heart or mind

And at that time, i decided to do the stupidest thing a human could ever think of, i straight up searched on Google

'should i visit a girl I've hurt? ' i typed in on the search bar

It's like a live stream, this website, you ask or say something and anonymous people will reply, one of the way to get many opinions and point of views

REPLY SECTIONS
⚠️vulgar words are allowed, but things such as racism, sexualizing, grooming or any other illegal topics or related words, are not allowed, AT ALL AND AT ANY SITUATION ⚠️

jung.007 what did you do man? must've hurt her bad, go fuck yourself, she deserves way better

69song_shit hmm, if you think she really truly loves you, of course you should, if her heart is still open, she'll forgive you, fighting !

kiminnie_tff no.
↳ jsy.bbnwindy oof harsh

anonymous go with your gut feelings, not your mind nor your heart, be selfless a while and think what's best for her and not for you
↳ jjong.866 what if what's best for her is also what's worse?
↳ sssong63_4 if that happens, must means the wrong or fault is too big and unforgivable
↳ choisse.u i agree with @ssong63_4, if you did something real bad, maybe just let her go, that's best for the both

Yeah, my mistake was too big, too bad, too painful.. especially for chaeyoung, i should leave her, right? i really hope this is the right choice, because i can not bear to make a wrong decision again

taehyung read all the comments others left, but he missed one, just one .

roses_are_rosie going through the same thing rn, but as the girl, i personally think you should go see her, yk, just to make sure, and whatever comes next will just happen, but at least you tried to be there for her, and didn't just abandon her..

So what is really going to happen? Will taehyung go on with not visiting her or will he just go? Which one of this decision is actually good for both?

Choose one, and live regretless.