Fuck This Shit

The Beginning To Our Journey

The drive to his house didn't take long, but the awkwardness made it feel longer.

You arrived, and he quickly got out of the car not saying anything.
You knew what he was doing so it didn't bother you.
But he turned around to face the car again.
'Y/n?'
'Yeah love?'
'You are a terrible driver I'm taking over.'
'Fuck off.'
'No. Get in the passenger seat now.'
You climb over rolling your eyes as he walked into his house.

Around half an hour later, he walked out the door with a grin on his face.
'What are you so happy about.'
'I ju-' He was cut off by his dad walking out of the door shouting at him.

Roger rolled his eyes causing you to laugh.
He walked over to him raising his voice.
You felt bad for Roger having to put up with his shit, but it made you realise why he spent time with you more then his own family.

After a minuted or so, you were waiting for Roger to just walk away, buy instead he trusted his fist into his face pushing him to the ground.
Roger looked at you shocked and climbed in to the car laughing.
'Drive. Drive! DRIVE!' You shouted.
He quickly drove off as you Both were laughing your heads off.
'Blimey, how long did it take you to do that?'
'Years.'
'I bet it felt good though.'
'I did. Ugh I really want to kiss you right now.'
You weren't disappointed with this remark and leant into to kiss him.
He was still driving trying to keep an eye on the road, but you didn't care.
You let go after a minute.
'Your wish is my command.' You chuckled.
'Where are we even going?'
'I don't care, just drive.'
'What has gotten into you?'
'You. You've made me realise something.'
'What?'

You froze for a second.
'I can't say.'
'Why not?'
'Not the right time.'
'Oh come on love, we just kissed that has to do something.'
'Yes it did but I still can't say.'
'Fine.' He said looking disappointed.

'I want to spend the evening at the beach with you.'
'Ok sure, I don't see why not.'

You were in the car for hours and as it drew darker you found yourself at a beach you had never been to before.
Whislt sat on the sand, with your head on his shoulder, you both sat in a comfortable silence watching the waves and enjoying the breeze.

There were so many things you could have said to him in that moment.
But you couldn't.