Chapter 4

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Nat's POV

I woke up from another nightmare. Gosh I don't know why I started getting nightmares the day Steve came back. The nightmare just keep showing of me blaming myself for Steve's death. I sighed. Why him? I don't even love him anymore...or do I? No I can't, he already have Sharon.

I went to go to the music room. Yes we do have a music room. Although only Avengers family can come in. Tony have a lot of budget to make this big music room. It has a stage, different types of instruments, microphone, speakers and many other music stuffs. There is also a dancing room there where you can practice dancing and ballet.

I decided to play the piano, I haven't really played it yet since maybe like last months or a year. Then I started singing...

(So I change one part of the lyrics here, just to make it like more about Steve)

Ooh-ooh
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

Blue guilty eyes and little white lies
Yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse
I kept quiet so I could keep you

And ain't it funny
How you ran to her
The second that we called it quits?

And ain't it funny
How you said you were friends?
Now it sure as hell don't look like it

You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter

It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor

Now you bring her around
Just to shut me down
Show her off like she's a new trophy

And I know if you were true
There's no damn way that you
Could fall in love with somebody that quickly

Ain't it funny
All the twisted games
All the questions you used to avoid?

Ain't it funny?
Remember I brought her up
And you told me I was paranoid

You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter

It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor

God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you
(Ah-ah-ah)
When she's sleeping in the bed we made
Don't you dare forget about the way

You betrayed me
'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
You gave me your word
But that didn't matter

It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still
You're still a traitor (ah-ah-ah)
Yeah, you're still a traitor

Ooh-ooh-ooh
God, I wish that you had thought this through
Before I went and fell in love with you

Third Person POV

After Natasha finishes her singing, she sigh and wipes her tears. Then she stand up to leave the music room to go and wash up before going to the gym. Little did Natasha know, Steve heard full of her singing. While Steve was listening, he was also tearing up knowing that it was about him. Steve sighed after Natasha finishes her singing.

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