My Future Stepbrother

Chapter 27

I feel like I have a concussion from the emotional whiplash the events of the last hour have caused.

I hear Tara talk again although it's hard to through the pounding that is forming in my head.

"Thank you, I know one day you will fall in love with the most perfect, beautiful woman and you will understand then how I feel."

I hear Jayce say something under his breath as she walks away but I don't catch it.

I scramble to my feet and go into the pantry so she doesn't see me. I still can't stop the tears. I wait until she goes out the back door and race out.

I see Jayce sitting on the couch with his head in his hands but I don't stop. I make my legs keep moving until I flee to the safety of my room.

I bypass the bed entirely and go into the closet. I bury myself into the corner as much as I can. Knowing now that no-one can hear me I let everything out, allowing myself to completely fall apart.

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I sit for what feels like forever, I don't realise how long it's been entirely until I step out of the closet and find it dark in my room. The evening has come and there's been no sign of Jayce.

It's probably a good thing really, I'm not sure I could face him right now anyway.

I go to the bathroom and immediately lock the door to Jayce's side. I don't want him walking in right now.

I splash my face with cold water until the redness dissipates but my eyes are still swollen, I look like I've had an allergic reaction to the heartbreak.

I look at the bath, my mum always said there was nothing that didn't get better after a nice bubble bath but even that seemed like too much effort right now.

I opt for the shower instead in the hopes the water will run away the hurt that seems to surround me. I open the black bottle of Jayce's shower gel and inhale the scent. The tears form again and I turn to face directly into the stream of water and allow it to cleanse me.

Dad shouts up to me for dinner just as I'm getting my pjs on. I was going to skip it entirely and go straight to bed but my stomach started screaming at me as I remember I hadn't had anything but half a pop tart since breakfast.

I threw on a tank top over my pyjama shorts. It didn't really matter what I looked like, it's not like I needed to impress anyone anymore. I sat for a moment. I know I need to face them at some point.

I get to the kitchen. Tara has made a tomato and mozzarella pasta bake with garlic bread and a large bowl of salad.

I see Milo, Dad and Tara ready to tuck in but there's only one more place set, no sign of Jayce anywhere.

Tara must have read my mind. "Jayce is out with Chad so it's just the four of us for dinner sweetheart. The whole meal is vegetarian, I got the recipe from the hippy girl at work." She was so happy with her efforts and I really appreciated it.

I sat down next to Milo and ruffled his hair. He looked up at me smiling, the remnants of my stolen pop tart still in the corner of his mouth.

I helped myself to a big portion of pasta. I put it to my mouth and it was delicious.

"This is really good." I blurted out whilst shovelling more into my mouth. Tara beamed with pride.

"Thanks! I think so too. Maybe we should try do this once a week? All eat a vegetarian meal together? I'm sure the nice girl with the dreadlocks has loads more dishes she could teach me."

I nod as I can't do anything else with my mouth full of food.

"What about for Friday honey? Do you want anything special? I usually just do your basic chips and dips for those kinds of parties but I can get you something else in if you want?"
I look at her with no idea what she's talking about.

"Do you mean Saturday? I thought the engagement party was a sit down meal?"

Tara's fist lightly hits the table.

"That little basta-" She cuts herself off when she remembers Milo is in the room. Dad seems to find her sudden outburst comical but covers his laugh with a cough and pretends like he's choking on a piece of bread.

Tara returns to her usual cool and calm composure.

"Jayce is having a party here Friday night. Milo needs one last scan to check his recovery but there's a three month wait in all the local hospitals so we need to take him to all the way to Newland. Jayce knows I hate being here for his parties so it felt like the perfect opportunity to let you guys blow off some steam while we stay at a hotel close to the hospital. I told him he had to invite you and your friends but apparently his head holds my words like a strainer holds water!"

Jayce hadn't said anything to me. We'd spent so much time over the last few days not talking I wonder if it just slipped his mind or if he was purposefully leaving me out. I decide to give him the benefit of the doubt.

"Oh the party! He did tell me, sorry I completely forgot. No you don't need to get me anything special but if you do go to the grocery store could you get some more Pop Tarts?"

Milos head shot up at the words. "Split them with me?" he grinned.

I smiled at his big brown puppy dog eyes.

"Always."

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