Love is painful in two ways. It hurts to let go. It hurts to leave.
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Each time I caught him staring at me, he would just smile at me with an eyebrow raised and gave me a thumbs up, a sign asking if I was okay. I would just smile...
"Whose... whose work is this?" Jungkook asked, pointing at the photo. "I wish to meet its artist."
"The artist is anonymous," I quickly lied, my hands fisting into a ball with guilt. "Calm down. Shanshan."
He looked at me again, my heart pumping faster at his glance. "Then may I ask where you bought this?"
"Is he interested in the photo or the artist?" I didn't know what to answer. I could not focus. I felt like I was going to faint because of his presence. "I should think of a wise answer fast." Calmy, I crossed my hands behind my back before answering. "This was just donated that's why we can not sell it, and the photographer's name was written as anonymous, so we don't really have any idea where it came from."
"Ah," he replied with disappointment. He scratched his neck and sighed, revealing more tattoos hidden in the sleeve of his dark sweater. "I really want to have this. I wonder why this thing is here," I heard him mumble to himself, making me bite my lower lip with a bad conscience.
"Jungkookah, why are you so interested in that photo?" Jimin stepped in and patted his shoulder. The older hyung couldn't understand why he wanted to take the artwork so much. "Cheer up! There are lots of more beautiful paintings you can choose around the hall."
"That's true. Listen to your hyung."
"They're photos, Jimin," RM corrected him.
"We are really sorry we can't sell this to you. If you like, you can see other works in the hallway," I suggested while observing Jungkook quietly. "Can't he really recognize me?"
"Hm. Sorry for troubling you." He eventually gave up. He took a brief glimpse at the photo before Jimin pulled him away from the place, a disappointed expression taking over his face while they left.
I let out a soft gasp of relief and turned my attention to the rapper artist, who was scratching his forehead with embarrassment. "I'm really sorry about that. I don't understand well why he suddenly wanted this photo. He's also passionate about arts but I never saw him so interested in an artwork."
"It's okay," I just smiled at him. "Anyway, you made it to our exhibit. I guess you have a day off today," I chuckled. "Thank you for coming. It's such an honor to have BTS come to our exhibition."
"Yeah, my friends wanted to see some inspiration in writing their songs, so I thought of bringing them here." He answered, his eyes glistening. "Our eyes and mind are blessed with your creative displays. I guess I could finish writing a whole song tonight."
Suddenly, someone nudged me on my side. I almost forgot that Lily had been standing with me decades ago. Looking at her puppy eyes trying to indicate something, I made a silent scoff before clearing my throat and facing the rapper again.
"Uh, uhm... this is my friend Lily, a pro photographer." I introduced her to him, although I felt sorry for Min-ho, who was looking at me with strong disagreement. "Gosh, I could smell something burning. The smoke of jealousy already entering my nose."
"L-lily...? Ah," the artist bowed to her.
"Nice to meet you! I wish to work with BTS one day," she greeted enthusiastically. "You're so handsome in person, oh my goood!!" She threw her hands on her cheeks, cupping them with glee while I watched at them with pursed lips.
Kim Namjoon chuckled and looked on the ground, unable to control his shy smile. "I know you! I look forward to working with you too. You were the photographer behind the concept photos of Got7 last year. The photos came out great."
"Oh really, you saw my works??!" Lily was thrilled.
Min-ho and I waited for them to exchange conversation while I grinned at Min-ho's face forming an uncomfortable expression observing them.
"Rapmon-hyung!" Jungkook's voice echoed through the hallway. I saw him motion RM to join them after realizing that his voice was too loud.
"Oh, I have to go now," Namjoon said politely, ending his conversation with Lily. He looked at us again and bowed. "Thank you. We'll visit again next time."
We said farewell and watched him leave with the other two members until they turned around the corner and were out of sight.
Lily was still in cloud nine as Min-ho stepped towards the display.
"Why is Jungkook so desperate for this photo?" He wondered loudly while examining the photo like it was a big deal.
I sighed and shook my head. "Wrap it and give it to him before they leave."
"Eh?" Min-ho and Lily turned to me in surprise. "Suddenly?"
"Just tell him it's a gift," I said stubbornly while crossing my arms. I didn't want them to ask any more questions before they could learn about my past friendship.
I looked at the photo again. "I wanted to make up for lying to him."
Ουπς! Αυτή η εικόνα δεν ακολουθεί τους κανόνες περιεχομένου. Για να συνεχίσεις με την δημοσίευση, παρακαλώ αφαίρεσε την ή ανέβασε διαφορετική εικόνα.
