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Author's note 'A character's inner thoughts

When the character is remembering the exact words someone else said before

(Small commentary from me or the character)

When a character emphasises a point

*Action*
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Hajime's P.V.O

I couldn't sleep all I heard were the voices of all the ultimates I killed yesterday, if Maki was here she'd probably be ashamed of me.

Izuru still doesn't trust me to be honest I didn't either, I don't blame him the look of betrayal in his eyes hurt.

《Flashback starts》

Keebo ran to his best friend and raised his arms to protect him "go away you hurt Zuzu!"

"Keebo it me..uncle Hajime I'd never hurt my Zuzu" I tried to move closer but even Kazuichi and Gundham blocked his path

Izuru looked at me with pain and shook his head "only my papa can call me dat...he would never hurt me or anyone!..so Mr who are you?"

《Flashback ends》

It hurt and I don't know what to do hell even Junko had a point yesterday.

《Flashback starts》

Junko laughed staggering to my side "hurts, doesn't it? To watch everyone in the world suffer"

"YOU HURT EVERYONE!" I snapped

"YEAH ONLY COZ EVERYONE HURT ME FIRST!" Junko clapping back

"...What?" It was then that I took a good look at Junko and noticed how exhausted she looked

"The world didn't care when my husband was diagnosed with dementia and couldn't even remember his daughter, I had no choice but to explain to that little girl that dad still loves her his just sick at the moment!" Junko was hyperventilating now forgetting about the plan and speaking from her heart "I watched as Nagito rejected my love time and time again because he didn't know the woman he married

She started to cry at this point, her voice laced with pain and stress "The world didn't care when I...when I...had no choice but let a doctor use my body just so my husband's body was better!.. I can still feel the steam of hot water on me as I scrubbed long and hard just so my body felt like...mine again"

Junko hiccuped "The world didn't care when my family left me all alone..all those nights I cried myself to sleep all those birthdays I never got to see! Anniversaries I and Nagito didn't get...because I picked my career over my family"

She fell to her knees and cried she was hurt and tired "No one in the world cared about me so why should I care about anyone in it?" Junko hugged herself

"You Hajime Hinata ruined everything so don't blame me for this!" Junko threw her arms around emphasising her point "The only person to blame...is yourself"

《Flashback ends》

None of my friends wanted to see me, my son abandoned me I guess in a sick twisted way Junko and I are alike.

I was living one of my biggest fears being alone and I don't know what to do.

⚠️T.W talks  of insanity and voices please  don't  read  if triggered thank you!⚠️

Each time I close my eyes it's just a constant repetition of yesterday.

"I'm sorry" I whisper to myself as I reminded Hiyoko ultimate dancer losing her leg yesterday

Who are you? Nơi câu chuyện tồn tại. Hãy khám phá bây giờ