Falling heels over head ~ Damiano David

Chapter 18- Emotional highs and lows

Ethan pov.
I Followed Victoria outside the Waiting Room "Victoria wait" I said followingher as she continued to walk down corridor
"Victoria where are you going?" I asked catching her right arm
"I got to get some air I I .. I need some fresh air I can'tbe in there" she respond I was com by her words I know this isn't were we want to be but...

"Victoria we need to be here Damiano needs us and what about when we're aloud to see Emily??" I asked

"Ethan I don't think I can do that" she said looking down at her feet "what do you mean you have to don't you want to see Emily??? What about Damiano he needs you" I said quickly earning her to pull away "I KNOW THAT BUT I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER AND I CAN'T STAY IN THAT ROOM" she shouted walking back outside..

'Victoria what's going on their our people in there you're the one who brought Emily into our lives now that walking away??" I questioned she's been ridiculous I thought to myself

"I know but i just can't okay, I keep thinking about how unsure this morning I rushed her into leaving that scum.. " Victoria said
"You did what I would of done after I punched his lights out" I replied I knew this wasn't her fault why is she blaming herself...
"IT'S MY FAULT OK!!.." Victoria yelled pushing her back against the stone wall.

"How this this your fault your not him" I said stepping in front of her 'because she told me she was afriad.. I thought it was about telling you guys but it must of been about going back,

"Vic you did what you thought was best she knows that " I said
"No she'll hate me for leaving her there, for pushing her to leave.. " she said panicking
"No she won't Emily knows you did it to help her, she won't think like that I promise " I said

We stood in silence till Victoria remained me of the fight "she stopped him from hurting me if I had just taking the hit she would be safe he stabbed her because of my weakness " I was shocked and hurt by Victoria words how can she think this.

"Look at me " I said placing both hands on her shoulders
"If he touched you I'd stab him myself we all would your not weak your my sister Vic the biggest bad ass-

"But Emily she's in here-
"And how do you think we feel.. God Victoria we were there i mean the guilt is eating Thomas up and I can only imagine how Damiano feels" I said
"What if she doesn't make it?" Her words hit him pulling me into the reality where my heart already was I just shook my head

" Emily will she's a tough girl besides she still has that shopping trip with us remember?" I said earning a small laugh.

"Besides if you got hit do you think she would just let him hurt you that basturd is insane this isn't your fault" I declared pulling her into a hug.

"Lets go get coffee" I said we walked to get some coffee with some odds looks as we must of looked a wreak but screw them.

Thomas pov.

"Damiano I need to apologise for this it's my fault if I shouldn't of told you of I had just waited till Emily showed up or till Victoria told us what was going on.. than she'd be safe" I mumbled dropping a few tears to the floor as I stared down not daring to look at Damiano in his eyes.

No response..
'I don't kmow why I did .. I just.panicked I didn't want Emily to be Cameron.. I think it was hard to believe she wasn't turn out I was wrong and now she's here.. " I said

"Thomas stop blaming yourself.. " I heard Damiano say I let out out a heavy breath "Emily here besides of me not you.
You were protecting me and I didn't do the same" Damiano mumbled the last part.

"But you did, you raced back you got her away from him-
"But not quick enough now Emily might die hating me" Damiano said placing his hands over his face dropping them to his mouth tears just kept following out his face.