Me and all of the marvel cast was in the country I was born and raised in England we've all had a great time but we have to fly back to L.A to do a interview for the new movie,we've all packed our bags ready to go and I've said goodbye to my family and friends from the UK.
"The taxi is here guys!" Chris shouts out to us all in the hotel room we were all in for breakfast,chairs scraped the floor as we all stand up and left the hotel to meet 6 taxis 3 people in each one,Robert was reading out a list who is with who in the taxi, "car one" he announces "is miss Brie Larson,joining her will be Antony Mackie,and Chris evans" everyone smiles happy who they are with.
"I'm going to go through the rest fast so keep up" RDJ states and we all nod "car 2 Paul bettany,with myself and gwenyth", "car 3 is Chris H,and both Toms" they all high five. "Car 4 is Jeremy renner,Mark and Sebastian" that's leaves me,Lizzie and Scarlett left,Lizzie is very happy she is with me as we have a close relationship and it will be nice to spend a 3 hour trip with her,she jumps at me hugging me and I quickly smile and Scarlett seeing she is annoyed,kinda jealous in a way but I didn't think anything of it.
We all got in the car and I put on my speaker, "what songs do we want ?" I say whilst flicking through my Spotify list, "let's put on mine by Taylor swift herself" Lizzie suggested as deep down she is a swifty,I put on the song and we began to get really into it whilst Scarlett just looked at us with no emotion "DO YOU REMEMBER WE WERE SITTING THERE BY THE WATER" me and Lizzie practically scream and look into each other's eyes whilst the next part plays "YOU PUT YOUR ARM AROUND ME FOR THE FIRST TIME" and Elizabeth puts her arm around me as we lightly sing the rest swaying in our seats once the song stops Scarlett speaks up for the first time in a while "let's not play music so I can sleep" she says turning off my phone and handing it back to me.Me and Lizzie shoot a look to each other before we leaned into each other,her playing with my hair and Scarlett still not taking her eyes off of us.
"Thank fuck the airport is 30 minutes" I say trying to get Scarlett engaged in the conversation,she looks at me when I smile and her gaze softens but hardens again to Lizzie who just interlocked her hands with mine,in a friendly way but on the outside it might look different,
"Talking about the airport I think Tom just said where we all are sitting on the plane in the group chat" Scarlett says,I quickly get my face I.d for my phone and go straight to the group chat "I'm next to mark,infront of the two Chris's and behind me is Brie and Antony" Lizzie says,
"Looks like you won't sleep" Scarlett says slightly laughing at her situation,I look at who I am sitting by and I'm next to Scarlett I look up to her and give a welcoming smile as it's no secret that I like the blond woman but she has showed no interest in me,so I never did anything about it.We come to a halt and the door swings open by security I say thank you and got our luggage,me and Lizzie are holding hands going through the whole Airport with her putting her head on my shoulder waiting for our plane.My legs shake up and down thinking about the aeroplane as I don't like them very much.Lizzie is the only person that knows as she helped me with my panic attack last aeroplane we took as we were sat together and I told her not to tell anyone because it's embarrassing how I get like this on a normal thing,she understands and that's why she has been so touchy with me and kissing my hand when I start to shake,them actions definitely piss Scarlett off but I have no idea wrong maybe she just doesn't like Lizzie.
"Please can people who are boarding plane 12 go to gate 17" the announcer says over the coms,I shake more and Lizzie quickly brings me to the side when everyone walked past but Scarlett waited sitting down far away as I'm sitting next to her on the plane. "Y/N look at me" Lizzie saying grabbing my jaw so I look into her eyes "your going to be okay,nothing is going to happen,we are spending 2hrs on it and then we are on ground again.You're safe okay ?" Lizzie affirms to me over and over again. As tears our leaving my eyes she pulls me into a loving hug and that's when I hear Scarlett walking to us. " we have to go now" she says pissed off,as she hasn't seen my face only seeing Elizabeth holding me and kissing my head once in a while.
Whilst walking to the gate I put on my glasses so know one knows I'm crying,Lizzie gives me one more hug and we separate,I sit down and don't look at anything or anyone trying to zone out,I get broken out of my trance by a coconut fragrance,Scarlett. "I see Lizzie and you have finally separated,seems like you were each other's life lines the way she was all over you" she says with envy in her voice,I stay quiet just wanting to get off of this plane,my head starts to spin and my knuckles turn white from grabbing the handles on my seat, "y/n,what's going on with you? I didn't mean to offend you"Scarlett grows more concerned than I realised I'm having a panic attack on the plane.
I build up the courage to tell her what's wrong "I think I'm having a panic attack" I let out shaky,Scarlett grabs my hand and leads me to the bathroom,she looks at me in my eyes and see how puffy they are from crying she takes my hand "it's okay breathe for me honey" she says worried about the state I'm in.I try to breathe but I'm still not calming down "I-I can't" I quickly pant out as I can feel myself losing breathe,I look up to her for help "it's okay y/n breath,it's okay" she lets out again, everything becomes blurry as my breathing goes quicker I hear Scarlett in the distance until her hand comes in contact with my face "come on,come on just try to think of something else" she says with tears leaving her eyes sad to see me like this "l-like wh-what" I breathe still trembling "happy things....good things,errr friends family" she lets out until she realises that I'm leaving my family and I'm sad about it "errr I mean not family" I can see her getting annoyed she brought that up "just try to slow your breathing,okay baby?" She says.She brings her hand to mine and out lines my fingers directing me when to breath in and out. Once she realises I'm not calming she grabs my face again "shh look at me" I don't take my eyes off of the floor "look at me" I look up into her eyes.And her lips match mine,my eyes grow wide but then I soon forget where I am,and melt into the kiss calming me,our lips danced around each other for a while until she pulls away "you don't know how long I've wanted to do that" she states, blushing,I pull her in again gently and kiss her once more "thank you,I should probably say this now,I hate planes and get panic attacks on them,Lizzie learnt the hard way" I say with and airy laugh I could see the realisation on her face that me and Lizzie aren't together. "Do you maybe want to go on a date with me"I ask shyly "of course" she smiles back.We make our way to the seats and everyone stares at us I look at Scarlett confused and i had her lipstick all on my lips,Elizabeth and everyone whistled as we sat down hand in hand,hugged up to her each other,Every 2 minutes Scarlett would lean down and kiss my lips.I feel calm.
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