It feels like we are in hell when we are all alone..
When we leave our bestfreinds and start for a new life...
When everything seems to be new....
All the unfamiliar faces....
New College..
New teachers...
New Routine..
New life...
Some people...
I don't understand why that jerk Rudra is always upto making fun of me.
At first I see him or fight with him then I keep thinking of him the entire day.
Why do I think so much about him?
Why can't we control our stupid brain or stupid heart from thinking about someone or falling for someone?
It ultimately hurts.
Love gives nothing but pain.
And leaves scars in our heart.
🙂🙃
I wanted to divert my mind from Rudra but this Reina won't let me do that.
Forgot to mention about Reina before.
She's my best friend since 5 years.
She stays far far away from me. Frankly speaking she doesn't stay far away from me but her parents are strict so they don't let her hangout with us. And her college is boring that never arranges tour for them. I pity her. Poor she!
Yet we manage time for ourselves. We chat or talk over phone daily.
I told her everything about Rudra. Like how the guy plays peek a boo with my brain. How he actually behaves with me in real life. How much rude he is. How much hot and handsome he is as well. How hard I'm trying to not have crush on him and so on.
"Are you sure you don't like him??", texts Reina
"Of course I'm. He is stupid bullshit bloody bitch...", I reply
"Stop harrasing him sis. Calm down XD"
"Why would I?? You please go and punch him hard. Because of him my waist is still aching."
"I wish I could punch him. LOL. but he shouldn't have thrown you on floor purposely 🤣"
"Reina stop making fun of me 😑😒"
"Okay Sayu I'm serious now. How far I know Rudra is a good guy unlike his friend circle.He is not as bad as you are explaining. "
"How do you know??"
"Because we learn Taekwondo together and our teacher loves him so much. We have been learning Taekwondo for 6 months together and I noticed he is the most decent and calm, cool guy.", Reina explains.
"Stupid. Just stop defending him 😒", I reply.
At night Rudra posts a story on Instagram.
Lyrics of What makes you beautiful by 1D.💜💜
Baby you light up my World like nobody else.
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed.
💜💜💜💜
I react to his story so that I can chat with him for some time. I was missing this guy for no reason.
Besides, 1D is the best band of all the time.
My chat with Rudra was like...
"😍😍"
"Look who replied to my story!!!!" says Rudra.
"Why can't I reply to your story? I love this song so much.", I ask.
"Ikr.I first listened to this song when I was in class 9 doing Maths homework. since then I'm hooked on.", he replies.
"omg hi5. I love 1D too. I miss them a lot"
"Hmm. Anyways did you lost something??"
"Something as in?"
"As in your bracelet !"
"Ahh yeah. How do you know??"
"Because it is with me. Yesterday it accidentally got stuck with my sleeves when you grabbed me 🤣"
"Oh I see"
"I was looking at your bracelet last night. I couldn't sleep at all"
"Why? What's so special you found in that bracelet?"
"Because it's yours"
"Huh!!?"
"I mean the bracelet is very beautiful Is it made of diamonds??"
"No silly. I bought it with a cheap price."
"Ohh.. Be my princess I'll buy you diamond bracelet"
"LOL. Do you have that much money??"
"No but I can sell my heart for that"
"You are So CRINGE . I like the rude version of yours. Not this Cringe version 😑"
"And I like your angry version. XD By the way show me your artworks I heard you can paint well."
"Here you go..
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" Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 you paint so well. I cannot even draw a village scenary properly. 😑", says Rudra.
" Thank you so much. 😳"
" This is impossible for me to paint "
" Everything is possible if you believe in yourself", I quote.
"But you are talented Sayiha😍"
I'm flattered already.
I can feel a sensation of happiness inside my heart.
I go to bed after chatting some more time with him.
