My lion, My llama (:Phan:)

Seven

*** A week after Chris got out of hospital ***

Phil POV

      Death note was the best show in my opinion. Its great. anyone who hasn't ever seen it should, how could anyone not love it? My thoughts trailed off like normally. When Dan wakes up, with a cup of coffee in his hand. "Phil? your watching Death note without me what have i done?" We share a laugh. He sits down, i could tell any moment he was being sarcastic. which was 80% of the time so i was used to it. truth was he isn't bothered by me Watching it without him. He really didn't care, mostly because hes seen every episode so it was OK.

     "I'm hungry I'm gonna go get some breakfast, You hungry?" i ask Dan, totally OK with getting any thing for me. as he really made me feel better about everything that happened in the past few weeks. "Yea sure, just some cereal please." Whoops. I think i might have ate all of Dans cereal... Maybe he wont notice if i give him some of mine.

     I pour two bowls of cereal. I'm sure Dan likes Shreddies correct? Too bad hes getting it anyway. I pour milk in dans bowl, But i pause causing the milk to overflow. i set the milk jug on the table. I am taken over by my thoughts.The moment i realized what had to happen hit me. i whack my phone out of my pocket. Click messages. Click Chris. Type the sad yet beautiful letters

     Goodbye Chris, you were right. we aren't made for each other.

     I wasn't as sad as i thought i would be when i hit send. I turn my head over. just to notice there is a big milk mess.Me and Chris were officially over. Thrown down the trash. The shreddies cereal represented our relationship at the moment. Milk represented our problems.

I burst out with laughter. Just thinking about the fact I'm laughing for no reason at all. At the moment I'm on the ground rolling in cereal milk laughing. I hear Dans footsteps running in, i did not care if he saw what big of a mess i made. "Phil what the bloody hell are you doing?!?!"

He stares at me With his arms out. But still smiling

"I made a mess and then laughed about it" No way Phil that's an amazing answer, i stand up grabbing the milk bottle and put it in the fridge as Dan tells me to take a shower. And then he will "beat my butt" in guitar hero afterwords.

Laughing was just a way to hide my deep sadness.it was a way to remind myself theres other thing then him. Shower thoughts were always great, but this time it wasent as good as it normally is. All I'm thinking about is Chris, my viewers, Dan. Will me and Chris' friendship be ruined, Do i even have a chance with him. How will this affect YouTube? Can Dan hear my sobs in the shower.

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Dan always cheered me up when we played Guitar hero together, but it was in  a different way this time. it was a odd type of happiness. Maybe it was just because i needed happiness and i knew that. It just felt different in the nicest way possible.

 A/N

Again im sorry for the short ass chapter. Its not that good of on either cuz #writersblock

Im trying to move the plot along slowly. So dont murder me if you were thinking that C: Thanks for reading! If you like it, Vote?

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