Sarah, a girl who has moved from across the country for her higher studies. A kind-hearted girl who is full of life and positivity. Who can make anyone's day better and who you can trust with your life. She doesn't give up easily on anyone or anythi...
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I can't sleep after what happened today. My mind keeps on repeating itself. Was this all for real? Or am I hallucinating? I want to believe this but I am lost myself. I want this but I can't accept this. Everything was so unexpected. " Sarah, are you okay?", Rose asked me, I could see the concern on her face. I looked at her, all lost in thoughts, "I- I'm okay", I fake a smile and she knows it. "C'mon, tell me, Sarah. I'm here for you", she told me putting her hand in mine. " It's about Noah", I tell her. I tell her everything that happened after we left after our English class. She listened to me and I could see Lexi in her. I remember she used to listen to me exactly like this.
"What's disturbing you when everything seems perfect", Rose ask after listening to me. "I don't know, it-it just feels different. I had a fight with this guy yesterday and today we kissed.", I reply as I get up from my bed and walk towards my window.
"She has something which no one has.", I turn to Sam who smiles at me. "She is just perfect, she doesn't need me. ", I say as I let out a sigh. Sam was towards me and puts his hand on my shoulder and says, "I think before assuming you should talk to her.", I look at him and agree with him. " So are we good to sleep now?", I nod yes and he smiles at me.
" It's the weekend tomorrow, you can meet him and talk. That will sort out a lot of think", Rose tells as she walks towards me. I look at her and agree to it. "Let's get some sleep," I tell her but I am not willing to.
It's 4 am I am just lying on my bed. I don't feel like sleeping. I turn around and see Rose was sleeping. I take my phone and call Lexi. " Hey, can I talk to you?", I ask her. "Do you need permission now? Just shoot", she replies. I get up from my bed and sit near the window. Looking to the sky I tell her everything. "I know what is disturbing you. You just feel if you are perfect for him or not?", she says and I wonder I she knows what exactly I want her to know. " Sarah, just hive it some time and see you'll get all your answers", she says. "Yeah, I think you are right.", I say as I let a sigh of relief." I know I am always right. Now go to sleep!", I laugh and say goodbye to her and end the call.
I feel much better.
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