All Started With A Message (Justin Bieber Fan-fiction)

21. Ex Girlfriend Worries

I didn't reply for a while. I was just silent and all I could hear was his light breathing on the other end. I didn't know what to say. I wasn't expecting that and I didn't know whether to believe him or not. I mean I couldn't be sure that he was telling me the truth. Like why wasn't there time to tell me? Surely there was.

I must of took long enough to reply because the next thing I knew, I heard Justin speck up. I must of worried him enough for him to wonder why I was taking so long for me to speck and reply.

Justin: "Lilly? Are you there? Is everything ok?"

Lilly: "Why wasn't there any time to tell me? It don't take long to send a quick text Justin."

Justin: "I know and I'm sorry, I would off but like I said it happened all really quickly plus I was worried what you would say and if you would believe me or not."

Lilly: "Justin I'm going to believe you more if you just tell me straight away, I thought our relationship was built on trust, we're meant to tell each other everything."

Justin: "I know and it is, you can trust me, you know that Lils."

Lilly: "I don't know if I do know that anymore Justin."

Justin: "What do you mean Lilly? You can trust me, we can work this out, I know it Lils. If anyone can, I know we can."

Silence crept up on us once again. Can I trust him? I mean can I really trust him to be with any girl without my presents and everything be alright. You might be thinking that I'm over reacting or something or that I might be taking this way out of proportion and maybe I am but Justin hadn't exactly got the cleanest record when it comes to girls. And this is his ex girlfriend we're talking about, not just any girl. And not just any ex but Selena Gomez of all people.

Justin: "Lilly? Can you stop taking them long pauses before you speck again as it's worrying me too much. Can you just talk to me? Please?"

Lilly: "I don't know what to quite say Justin. I don't really know what to believe for right now if I'm being completely honest with you."

Justin: "What are you saying Lils? Please don't say your breaking up with me?"

Lilly: "No I'm not saying that at all. I'm just saying that.... I think..... I need some.... space."

I said in between tiny sobs while trying to hold my tears in as I didn't want Justin to know how upset this was all starting to make me. I didn't want him to know that he has that much of a hold and control over me. I just needed time. I needed time to think. Like I said, I need some space.

Justin: "Why do you need spa......"

Lilly: "Look Justin my feelings haven't changed towards you. Maybe they should of, I don't know but all I know is they are the same as before for right now. I might be over reacting with all of this but this is how I feel and I'm sorry but I can't help that and because of that, I need some time. I need some space just for myself for a bit. This is not a break up, it's just a bit of time apart I suppose so please don't treat it like one. I'm not quite sure how I feel about all this, I don't know what to think or how to act but all I know for right now is that I don't want this to end, I still want you. I still need you. So just give me that bit of space, please, would you?"

Justin: "Ummm okkk, I guess I can't argue with you about this, can I? Please don't take too long. I don't want this to end either and I need and want you just as bad if not more."

Lilly: "Thank you. I still really like you Justin you know? That hasn't and won't change things between us."

Justin: "I really like you too Lils and yeah I know that. Just please promise me that you won't give up on me? At least not for now."

Lilly: "Of course not Justin, I'm not giving up on you that easy haha. It will take a lot more than that to keep me away from you permanently."

Justin: "Good, that makes me feel a bit better."

Lilly: "Good."

There was then this sudden pause yet again. It was almost on the boarder line of being a bit awkward. Non of us knew what to say. So I thought it was about time that I said something and to start this "space thing" that I said that I needed.

Lilly: "I better go now Justin. I will message you soon, when I'm ready to talk ok? Just be ready with the answers to my questions as I'm warning you now that I'm going to want and need them when it's the time."

Justin: "Ok I will do and I presume that you won't know how long that might be?"

Lilly: "No I don't, sorry, you can't rush these things. But I will let you know, one way or another. Talk soon ok?"

Justin: " Ok, I guess this is goodbye for now right?"

Lilly: "Yeah it is, well bye for now Justin."

Justin: "Bye Lilly."

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SO DO YOU THINK LILLY HAS THE RIGHT TO FEEL AND ACT THE WAY THAT SHE HAS? DO YOU THINK THEY CAN COME BACK FROM IT? LEAVE YOUR IDEAS AND PREDICTIONS IN THE COMMENTS. ALSO NO HATE ON SELENA GOMEZ, ITS JUST FOR THE STORY. PLUS SHE IS JUSTINS EX AND THATS NO LIE. REMEMBER TO COMMENT, LIKE, SHARE AND VOTE. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR READING MY STORY SO FAR. THANK YOU. X