MAD LOVE // VKOOK

Chapter 5

Taehyung: YES IT WAS, IT WAS ALL MY FAULT I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT I WAS PLAYING WITH FIRE AND THE FLAMES ARE ALWAYS HOT, IT BURNED DOWN EVERYTHING JIMIN. I SINGLE HANDEDLY RUINED NOT ONE BUT 2 LIVES JIMIN. His face still haunts me Jimin, those desperate eyes looking into mine begging me to tell the truth, those eyes which once held pride and charm looked hollow, I still remember how he kept screaming at me when I was putting all those wrong allegations on him, he was innocent, he just loved me and what did I do I FUCKING BETRAYED HIM. Maybe this is all my karma I did very wrong with him and now I'm getting what I deserve. I sometimes wonder is this how he felt that time, did he also felt same pain, miserable and, helplessness which I'm feeling right now

Jimin kept observing his little brother like bestfriend who was pouring his heart out. He could a different type of emotion in his eyes whenever he talked about HIM but could never ponder on it

Taehyung was looking out of his big French window where the clear sky was visible with the moon smiling down to him and the fresh cold air touching his bread cheeks softly. A sigh escaped his lips and he hugged himself rubbing his palms on his hands to create some warmth for him

Taehyung: I still wonder where is he, how is he, is he well, has he-he mov-moved on, does he love someone else now. Whatever happened 7 years ago was all because of me and I'm still repeating for that one mistake. But you know Jimin I deserve this, maybe if I was careful enough but you only tell me how can I control my feelings, my heart, I feel head over heels for him, the way he treated me, the way he took care of me, how he always use to protect me, he bared all my tantrums.

Taehyung turned around towards Jimin pain was visible in his eyes, eyes red due to excessive crying, his bread cheeks puffy and red along with his nose. Jimin felt a tug in his heart, Taehyung's gut wrenching voice and cries were giving him second thoughts. His heart was telling him not to destroy his life more than it already is. His heart was convincing him to stop the things which Taehyung has to face, he couldn't see him crying anymore. But soon Jungkook's face came to his mind, he cried too, he had suffered too more than Taehyung. When Taehyung was enjoying his life with his so called husband jungkook was getting tortured in that hell. All alone no one was there to treat his wounds, to feed him properly, to look after him. Jimin still remember Jungkook's bruised up face and burnt marks in his body, how the latter suffered. Jungkook's life was everything but peaceful and happy, his life was destroyed since the beginning and Taehyung just added fuel to the fire

Jimin shut up his heart and the devil in his mind reminded him that all of this is happening because of Taehyung. Jimin took deep breaths his mind filled with the thoughts of revenge, rage was clearly visible in his eyes. But he could say anything a heavy voice stopped him

Mr Kim: My Taebear please don't cry so much you have to be strong now. If you will breakdown like this then what will Bogum think about it. Even though he is not here but I know he is always with you in your memories and heart, if he would have been here then seeing you crying like this for him would have hurt him too. He loved you Tae so much he was ready to sacrifice anything for you Taehyungah so why are you denying to meet that agent and find the real criminal Taehyung

Taehyung: dad but how can we trust him. Dad everyone knows me as the heir of the Sicilian mafia. I'm still the crown prince of your throne dad. Even though you still rule it but I'm still the next one to sit, that's why I wanted to give this to Bogum but he-he left me dad all alone, how can I handle all this alone

Jungkook was left alone too

Taehyung: involving someone who is not from this country and upon that not a regular police officer but a top FBI agent will risk our safety dad. We mafia's don't trust our own family then how can you think I can trust an agent dad. What if instead of an angel he is a devil in disguise. He could betray us dad, going to him will be like visiting hell and meeting the devil