I've Told You Now - Scomiche

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*Mitch's POV*

I try so hard to show Scott how I feel. I want to be with him so bad, but every time I make an effort to show him I'm "boyfriend material" and I want to be more than friends, he just brushes me off. I don't even know why I try anymore.

Being around him, when he's constantly pushing me away, is unbearable. Do you know what I mean? It's like walking in the heat all day with no water. It's like waiting for a friend, watching everybody else meet theirs on that corner, but yours never comes. Or it's like losing in an argument, although you're right, but you can't get your thoughts in order.

I want to call him out on it so bad. I just want to look and him and scream, "What the hell? Why do you think I come around here on my free will? I'm wasting all my precious time." Then the truth would spill out and I could finish by saying, "I've told you now."

But I refrain. I refrain from talking at him, or talking on at all anymore. He knows me so well. He knows I can't explain how I feel.

I mean seriously. It's like although I try my best, I still let him down. Having him sitting beside me, holding me when I'm crying, is so hard to resist. Heck, even having him just sitting by me when we watch tv drives me crazy. He's everything I want. Why should I resist when he's always there for me?

I just want to tell him how I feel, but I refrain, because I don't want the last words I say to him be "I've told you now."

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A/N: Wow okay this is bad and I don't know why I'm posting it.

This is based on the song "I've Told You Now" by Sam Smith. And I am completely obsessed with him, so don't be surprised if you get more one shots based off his songs

If this doesn't make sense it's because I tried to use all the lyrics and it's probably really bad idk idk idk idk

Ugh okay Dubai.

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