" Baby you have to know this was our wedding no one was going to force you into doing anything you don't want okay ? "
Zhan nodded slowly
"Bobo i ....... " Zhan wanted to say something but it was stuck in his throat " I want to sleep i am tired "
" Okay I will bring the sleepwear for you " Yibo woke up trailing his way to the wardrobe .
Some events from their wedding day always find their way to his mind every time . Zhan didn't like remembering his wedding day cause it always drive the guilt deep into his mind
" hey why are you drinking " Wooseok had invited himself inside Zhan's house .
" Let me be , i haven't drunk in a while " Zhan chugged on his third bottle
" but you have an operation tomorrow , what is wrong with you " Wooseok tried to fight the bottle from the hands of Zhan
" don't mind that i had one of the seniors jump in for me i am not going to work for the next few days " Xiao Zhan stared off at the wall
" What happened then , why are you drinking " Wooseok sat beside Zhan
" Where do you want me to start " Zhan looked at wooseok
" From the start "
" Okay from the start , i hate myself very much , i hate myself for not standing up for myself , i hate myself for letting him walk over me , i hate myself for signing that paper , i hate myself for being blinded by me wanting to protect them that i forgot about myself , i hate myself for not being able to protect myself , i hate myself for being silent and most of all i hate him " Xiao Zhan threw the glass bottle at the wall making Wooseok flinch .
" what are you talking about "
" Seok are you going to hate me too like the others " Zhan looked at Wooseok
" I would never hate you , remember we are together in everything " Wooseok leaned his head on Zhan's shoulder taking a bottle of beer drinking from it .
" Seok what am i going to do " Xiao Zhan leaned on top of Wooseok's head .
" you have to fight through no matter what and if it gets too much it doesn't hurt to ask me for help i will gladly fight anyone " Wooseok entwined there hands together " After all it is always me and you and then them "
" That is because you are my soulmate " Zhan
After a little while of silence
" Aren't you going to ask anything Seok" Zhan asked wooseok
" About what , you drinking or your little confession "
" Everything "
" Even though i want answers from you , i have to wait for you to tell me yourself "
" That is fair " Zhan nodded
At the end Zhan told Wooseok everything from the start to the end without hiding any little detail .
Waiting for any response from wooseok Zhan looked at him .
" Wait a second " Wooseok chugged half the beer . " Okay i still think i am too sober for this " Wooseok continued to drink
" First of all what the fuck second of all what the fuck third of all what the fuck fourth of all who the fuck " Wooseok spoke out of nowhere
" That is a lot of fucks coming from you " Zhan pointed out
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The Sacrifices We Made
العاطفيةAfter a divorce with your husband the last thing you want on your list is seeing him again 6,000 miles away from home. But Xiao Zhan knows better he is an expert at this. ( No he's not this is completely new to him) Not really book 2 but I would li...
