The female left ages ago, naturally he felt empty again. He didn't like being alone so he sat uncomfortable on the ground staring at the turned off tv. It could it be he was waiting? It was the most reasonable answer. Waiting for the blonde to come home, he stared down at his bandaged hand from when his nails burrowed into his hand.
Flexing his palm, he stared blankly at it till he heard the door unlock again. His vision adverted to the blonde, he'd never seen him so dark and miserable before. "Moon?" he called out, his voice slightly hoarse from crying for so long.
It was like a strange chain reaction where the male seemed more bright after him speaking. "Jaemin, look I'm so-"
He knew if he continued he would ramble. What the blonde wasn't expecting from the other was him getting nearly tackled onto the ground. "Jaem?" he whispered out at the silent other. "Stay like this please." he muttered, still keeping his tight hold on the other.
It was strange to him, Jaemin was never affectionate with him like this before. It was probably his fault that he came back to him like this.
"Jaemin, I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have been so nosy and mad at you it was your business not mine. I shouldn't have behaved like that because I did the same. I left you without a warning. I'm so so sorry." he stared guiltily at the dark haired. The genuine words made him soften,
"It's okay Moon. It's always okay." he reassured
"Oh uhm, Jung said she rang your phone but you never answered.. Was it because of me?" he whispered uncomfortably. He loosened his hold on the blonde and stared at him directly in the eyes with an empty stare. "I threw my phone twice at the wall and it shattered," he bluntly stated making the other double take.
"Sorry you did what now-"
"Because of your instagram posts."
That pulled him into silence, maybe it was a mistake to posts those. He should've kept it private, everything should've been private in the first place. "Jaem, did I hurt you because of the photos? Please be honest with me." he held the other's face gently.
The other melted towards him, "Moon I like you." he muttered with his eyes closed.
His body froze at the words. "What?" he abruptly said in shock. "4 years Seo Moon," he let out a hurt chuckle that said thousands of words. "I was too late." he smiled brokenly at the blonde, "I know you can't return the feelings, you have someone else that makes you happier than I'll ever." he sighed with the smile on his face still present.
"I liked you a long time ago.. But watching you always go on dates and kissing others it hurt that love Jaemin.." he felt guilty even speaking those words out in the first place. "I understand. It was my fault in the first place." his smile failed to falter, "Thank you for the closure."
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"Na boy, where's your phone? You never leave without it, ever." she swung her arm around him lazily. He shrugged sipping his coffee quietly, "Shattered it after it faced the wall, twice." he stated it like it was a casual thing.
"Jaemin, that's just not normal at all what is wrong with you-" she choked at his words, "I'm buying you a new one be ready."
He blinked at her sentence, "Pardon?" his mouth hung open as he watched her fish out her phone, "What colour do you want?" she raised an eyebrow at him watching him suddenly panic. "What- no you don't need to- huh?" he was still in a state of pure shock.
"I didn't stutter Na boy, you like gold?" she looked down to her phone again before back up to him.
Unsuringly, he nodded his head with still the most confused expression that could muster. "Perfect, I'll send you your phone some time this week. Be prepared, you have all your stuff saved right?" she flipped her phone over on the table to focus her attention to him.
"You really didn't need to do that Jung," he sighed finally comprehending everything that had just happened. She swatted her hand in a dismissive way, "I always need to, no one can stop me from what I do" she grinned innocently at him.
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She disconnected their lips licking them softly, looking around before smiling, "Aren't you the sweetest Na boy" she cooed running her thumb down his now red lips. He rolled his eyes running his fingers through his hair, messing it up in the process.
"Playing with fire now aren't we Jung?" he smirked
"It's not a fire if you fight back." she hummed pushing herself off of him in a semi elegant way. "That you're wrong in honey." he lightly bit his tongue as he swung his head to hit the wall. "We can't keep doing this, sweetie." she teased in a cheeky way making him groan, "You're annoying sometimes Jung."
"Annoying for you." she said in a sing sung way. "I was gonna go grab some food, you wanna tag along?" he stared at her deadpanned, "Do you even have to ask me?" she rolled her eyes playfully and moved along as he tailed behind her.
He caught up to her side and awkwardly stared at the ground. "What's our relationship Jung?" he muttered slightly keeping his eyes locked to the ground in an almost shamed way. "Jaemin, Jaemin, have you ever heard of friends with benefits my love." she smiled brightly at him making him stare at her with a semi disgusted look.
"Please never do that ever again," he fake gagged shaking his head as she casually swung her arm around him. "Do what? Be more specific Na boy." she looked down on him as if their height difference was massive, "Call me 'your love'" he slightly cringed at the words.
"Aw you are my love Jaem Jaem" she ruffled his hair making him groan, "You're stupid" he scoffed, "I beg to differ."
As they casually jaywalked, the continued to bicker at each other as they pushed the door to the location open. "What do you wanna order, it's on me" she stuffed her hands into her pockets brushing over the menu.
"Something that won't make me regret my life choices." he plainly stated making her smirk
"This food is still somehow more appealing than you." he effortlessly threw a fry into his mouth. "Oh come on, we both know you think of me as a meal hun." she laughed taking a bite of her food. His ears slightly turned red as he sighed, "You're literally hopeless to me."
