one minute to love (c-clown fanfic)

Chapter 32

- "come on Miss eunsae... Come in to the house... If you stayed in the rain you'll get sick..."
Eunsae giggled while playing with the beautiful rain drops and said:

- "isn't it enough that my mom doesn't let me play with the rain from my childhood... Let me be happy with it for a moment..."
Siwoo carried her bags to the house and said:

- "as you wish..."

From along time eunsae didn't face the heavy winter... She wanted to sleep on the wet floor playing with it happily except that voice who surprised her saying warmly:

- "doesn't it hurt you... The rain drops?"

This voice she know that voice... Her heart beat was fast... She felt that she can't control her breath... What a heavy day that become to confising day... How can she look behind her to see the Commander? She couldn't do anything... She just hold strongly the farm fence... She swallowed some rain drops nervously... And thought that she didn't hear anything... Because everyone left as she knew but the steps that she heared coming to her was saying no to her imagination... What can she do? Her heart beated faster than before... Those steps scared her... Made her worried... Because she knew it... It was... Him...

- "you've been late I was so worried about you..."

The commander's voice was strong but calm... And eunsae wished to be that strong just to say one word but she couldn't even look at him...

Minutes passed... And eunsae with the commander still under the heavy rain... She didn't look at him at all but he said:

- "even the sentenced to death allows him to execute the request for a

pre-trial"

The voice of the commander made eunsae sure that he was step away from her... She breathed and pulled her wet hair behind her ear to let him know that she wasn't nervous... But her shaky hand let him know that she is... And made him smirk... She didn't look behind her... But her voice was low... Cold... Nervous... When she said:

- "and what do you want?"

- "I want you to hear me and then you judge me..."
Eunsae looked straight behind her to meet his eyes... In her eyes were anger and sadness... And in his eyes were love longing and reproach... It was only the rain drops that part them... Eunsae sighed heavyly and tryed to hide those tears from her eyes and stuttered saying:

- "I... Don't want to... Hear anything..."

The calm expression was controling the commander while he's listening to her... While the rain started to calm down:

- "yes you will hear me... It's my right to defend myself till the last moment."

In that moment eunsae was sure that if she step one step he will stop her... So she did what he want and stayed still but looked away from him maybe she can resist this strong rough love that prisoned her heart... The commander kept that step between them... He smiled and said:

- "when I decided to marry sena... The situation between us was bad... You left without me knowing and I suddenly decided to do it... It was tough... I think that it was impossible to call you and tell you that I love you... But I will marry someone else... And I promised my friend to keep his secret... All the condition was bad eunsae..."

The commander got silent... And eunsae listened carefully... As she hide her anger and emotions whom betrayed her when she shout saying:

- "that's not a reason... You could hide from all the world except me... Because you know exactly how that affect me..."

- "eunsae calm down and hear me..."

The anger was burning in both of them... The rain stoped and eunsae's tears didn't... Until she looked at him again and said sadly:

- "I don't wanna calm down... And I don't wanna hear you... And I don't want anything from you... Even your love I reject it..."

It was harsh words... But the commander didn't get mad he was listening to her quitely and calmly and he replyed to her:

- "eunsae put yourself in my place... What would you do? I fill between my friend's secret and saving his family and my love anger... So what should I do?"
Eunsae looked exusted because of crying nonstop... She steped away from the commander then suddenly looked at him and said:

- "it's no body's right to play with my feelings... It's not your right to kill me and make me feel all that pain then come to apologise... Come on get the time backward... And apologise... Is there anyone in this world felt how sad I was... I was dying every moment and every second... The jealousy and sad feelings killed me... And the end was that I entered the hospital... And almost lost my life..."

- "do you mean that you entered the hospital because of me not because of your uncle?"

The commander's words were teasing and made eunsae angrier so she left him and went back to the house but the commander stoped her saying:

- "I forgot to give you something..."
Eunsae looked behind her and found him holding seohyun's letter to give it to her when she steped foreward to reach out to the letter... The commander took the chance to take her hand in his holding it tight... The steps between them disappeared... And it was the first time for eunsae to stand that close to the commander to see his serious expression and those beautiful but strong brown eyes... She felt that her heart turned to something full of emotions... His warm breathing... His sweet calm smile... She hold her breath but she couldn't hold her fast... Weak... Shaky... Cowerd tears... Because she appeared her weakness infront of his boldness... He hold her hands in one hand and wiped her tears with the others whispering to her:

- "I love you"
Eunsae closed her eyes while feeling the commander's hand wiping her tears... Then she felt him kissing her eyes... Her nose... And stoped infront of her lips... She felt him close to her... Very close until there lips met in feverish passionate kiss... She didn't want to part her lips from his... She was disappointed he did... They looked in each others eyes like there is no tomorrow... Then he pulled the tuft of her her wet hair away from her face to see her clearly... And said:

- "from the first day I saw you eunsae... And I knew that you will be the only one who will live in my heart forever... So if you want to get mad at me and harsh me do what ever you want with all the love in your heart... But you can't reject my love... Because I will love you even if you don't want it... And I'll make sure that you won't be with another man but me..."

Even with all the happiness that eunsae felt... But when she remember sena's face she get more angry... As if the commander is the other face of her... She tryed not to give up to him or to his sweet words... With every try the thunder sound was scaring her and made her close to him more... And finally she hold her breath not looking at him so she won't hug him and never leave so she said begging:

- "let me go..."

His laugh was like the music to her ear while he whispered to her even that he want to be close to her to give her all the love feelings that controling him... And that made him forget that he didn't want to let go of her but her request controled him again so he whispered with love saying:

- "there is no man in the world hugging the girl he love then let her go except if she ordered him to... And I was created to do your requests my lady..."

And in the moment when he let her go she said disappointed that he let her go:

- "is there anyone can order you and you do it?"

He giggled and said lovingly:

- "yes you alone in this world who can order me and I do what you want like alittle baby whom can't say no..."

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AN: hi guys this the long chapter I promised to update I hope you like it... It's not the last chapter though there is so much twists in the story but you will like the ending U hope xp