one minute to love (c-clown fanfic)

chapter 30

Hi guys here it is another chapter just for my amazing readers ;)

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eunsae opened the door of her room with a storm of anger controling her, when she saw hyuyoon standing infront of her smiling welcoming her... that made her more angry so she reached her screaming in her face saying:

- "don't you feel you were so silly?"

silence was controling on Vicky... Tia... min and hyuyoon... they were trying to know the reason of this exploding volcano from the anger in eunsae's eyes and heart... no one of them ever seen eunsae talking in this rough tone... hyuyoon understand everything when she walked to eunsae trying to know what happened saying:

- "eunsae... Please don't get that in a wrong way... I didn't tell the commander that you were there... Because when I came in to the cafeterea I saw you sitting togother... I didn't want to interupt you so I walked back to the dorm"

The girls were dumbfounded looking at the two girls in confusion... But the real thing didn't show up and no one knew the reason of eunsae's anger... Vicky walked to eunsae who was wiping her tears quickly and whispered kindly saying:

- "eunsae my dear what's wrong?"
Eunsae sighed sadly and couldn't hide her stuttering voice saying:

- "nothing... Nothing... Nothing... Just leave me alone..."
Eunsae went to her big bag and started to organise her clothes nervously when min came close to her and cut the silence in the room saying:

- "eunsae it's my fault... I shouldn't have tell anyone the secret of my brother's marriage from sena because my brother warned me and I thought if I spread the news I will get my revange from him... Because I didn't like that he will marry her..."
Eunsae stoped organising her stuffs and glared at everyone and said:

- "you must completely understand that the commander's thing is something I don't care about... And his marriage is not my business... And..."

- "then why did you ranaway the day before yesterday when the commander got back and the dinner was on your honor?"
Hyuyoon's words were harsh... The nervousness began to get higher between them while the rest are trying to calm them down... Eunsae standed up infront of hyuyoon shouting:

- "I didn't runaway..."

- "you're a cowerd... You ran away from facing the commander and we all know what you mean for eachother..."

- "shut up... That's not your business.."

The exhaustion showed on eunsae while she's breathing heavily like she will faint... So she sat on the chair and rest her head on her balms with the weakness showing on her body and pale face... All the girls got close to her with worried faces... While hyuyoon started to apologise to her and kiss her with sadness... Vicky wiped her friend forehead and kissed her and said:

- "eunsae... Are you okay? Do I call the doctor for you?"
Eunsae rejected what vicky requested and said calmly:

- "I'm tired and I won't rest until I go to my village tomorrow"

The wind was cold... And maru was trying to remember what happened in the cafetera with eunsae... Drowning in his thoughts and alot of feelings rounded him...

- "maru..."
Ray's voice break his thoughts... But he didn't change his position staring at the window of his room that fill with rain drops... He smiled calmly and said:

- "yes..."

- "what happened between you and eunsae?"

- "nothing"

- "you still stickle"

- "the conditions are imposed on that"

- "but all the bad conditions are gone now... So what do you have?"

The commander looked like alittle weak kid who couldn't hide his emotions while looking at ray and feeling that he can't do anything saying:

- "I told her that I love her and she left me and go..."
Ray was surprised of maru's words which he didn't ever expect so he said answering him:

- "really! That's normal to do this because she thought that you had to tell her everything so you won't be the reason of this pain and sadness... And if she didn't get mad then she doesn't love you... But now your turn is to satisfy her with all the love that lovers invent and you had..."
Maru nodded agreeing on what ray said... Even with all this sadness but the love that fill his heart made him feel warm... And nothing made him more sad than that was eunsae's leaving to the village tomorrow morning...

That was the first time eunsae feel that she was harsh... Accusing the commander with no chance to defend on himself... She didn't care it's not her business... The only thing she thought of in that moment that she won't get back to him ever... She loved him... But also she hurt him and she didn't want to hurt him again...

The rain was heavy... The winter was rough and cold... It's two days she will spend it in her village then come back to the camp... She was remembering the past days when she came back to the village for a month... She was happy even with the pain in her heart... But now she felt that she doesn't even have a heart to feel it...
Eunsae knocked on the door of her house to hug her mother tightly when she opened it... The mother removed some tuft of her wet hair away from her face and kissed her forehead kindly then said:

- "how are you my dear?"
Eunsae sighed deeply and moved to the fireplace and said with clear tiredness:

- "I'm fine mom... I missed you so much... Where is my uncle? How is he?"

- "here I am..."

A voice eunsae loved and didn't expect him to be there... It's her uncle rome whom she love so much... Eunsae tried to hide her sadness behind her eyes to show all the happiness to see her uncle and reassuring him... But the winter is the only season that no one can hide their pain and sadness in it...

- "I came to reassure you and for you to take me to my friend's grave like you promised..."

Her voice was calm... Weak... Nervous... And that what her uncle felt when he replyed to her saying:

- "just that..."

- "yeah just that... Even though I'm afraid the weather tomorrow will be like today..."

- "don't worry dear... Now have some rest and tomorrow morning I'll be with you to spend every second togother..."
Eunsae hold her pillow and went to sleep in her bed with the drops of rain playing on her window.