one minute to love (c-clown fanfic)

Chapter 43 (short chapter)

How can anyone accept endings that they don't want it? Sadness and pain that what eunsae felt that day... In the same day she went to hyuyoon and they drowned in their crying... Hyuyoon pulled eunsae to meet her eyes and looked at her with kindness and wiped her tears saying playfully:

- "isn't leaders love stupid? Their love is hard... And they lose so many things..."
Eunsae nodded and smiled trying to break this sadness... Hyuyoon held her friends hand and sat down again saying:

- "like you don't want to see my house?"
Eunsae took a quick look to hyuyoon's beautiful house and sighed deeply saying:

- "yes my friend... I want to"

Both of them was feeling the waterful of pain that doesn't end... But if the heart is still beating then we have to hold that pain there...
Eunsae saw the house and told her how much she liked its simplisity... And expressed how would be the beautiful morning in it... Hyuyoon told her her that it's beautiful in the summer and warm in the winter and eunsae agreed then sat down to drink her cup of coffee while talking with her best friend for a moment...

Suddenly hyuyoon remembered something and eunsae looked at her while they were in the kitchen where eunsae was sitting on the chair waiting for hyuyoon who said quickly:

- "I forgot to show you the room of my happy dreams or let me say bad dreams..."
Eunsae laughed without knowing what she's talking about when hyuyoon said again:

- "the bed room my friend..."
Eunsae shoke her shoulders and smiled saying:

- "I don't care to see it but..."

- "but what?"
Eunsae blushed shyly while watching her friend pouring the coffee again in their cups and said:

- "do you use it?... I mean to be with eachother... Or... You know... Not just to sleep..."
Hyuyoon mocked her and said:

- "of course not..."

- "why my friend?"

- "because everything have to stay as it is now until..."

- "until what?"

- "I don't know... What I care about now is to drink this with you happily"
Eunsae understood that kangjun made alot of things for her even being away from her as a husband and wife relationship... And that hyuyoon doesn't want to do anything for him but she's fine with what life she got herself into... Eunsae finished her cup and got up to go to her work with her friend... For this day to be like any other day without soul... Without life... Because her reason of living has gone some where she doesn't know when would he get back again...
Vicky looked at eunsae while she's covering herself with the bed blanket even though it's still early to sleep and the weather is warm then she whispered to her saying:

- "eunsae... You look so pale... What's wrong?"
Eunsae didn't answer... But she looked to some where else... But her tears that flooded from her eyes answered vicky's question... And then she sighed heavily... Vicky came close to her and sat on her bed looking at her when eunsae surprised her saying:

- "tomorrow I'll give back the box to his owner..."
Vicky understood what does she mean so her expression changed to anger and sadness... And said with anger:

- "why eunsae?... Did you...?"
Eunsae looked away not even looking at Tia and Min... To not make them know anything then she cried heavily without any sound... Then she said to vicky:

- "I have to decrease the embarresment for him..."
Vicky standed up running out crying silently like her friend did... Because what happened was a surprise that changed everything in seconds...