All Started With A Message (Justin Bieber Fan-fiction)

16. Will You Be My Girlfriend?

"Well I wouldn't call it that Lil" Penelope said while laughing. "But I definitely do know a few things which can hopefully help with making you look irresistible for Justin so let's get down to that".

"Yeah I think we should, do you think things will work out with me and Justin though Pen?"

"Of course they will Lils, you two will be great together, what's brought this on? I thought you were both really happy".

"Yeah we are! I mean so happy but as you know I have always had these concerns regarding being in the public eye and I know being with Justin I'm going to have to get used to that if I want to be with him and I do Penelope, I want to be with him more than anything, I really do feel myself falling for him Pen, I know I haven't really talking about that much but I do and that feeling is so much stronger than the feeling that I have about the media and paparazzi and that's why I'm sticking with Justin because I want to be with him over anything else. So my problem now is just trying to deal with that and get through it but I'm just not sure how and that scares me".

"Lils, why have you not told me about this before? I wish you didn't hold this in. Look I think Justin feels the same way about you than how you feel about him and that's obvious with the way you look at each other and the things that you say about him. And for your fear, talk to him Lils, he will understand, maybe use this surprise that he has got for you to try and talk to him about it. I'm sure your adapt though, i mean this is all new for you and everyone understands that, it's all part of Justin's daily life, he will help you plus he was once in the same position as you were one day. Just remember that, I'm sure he will know what your going through especially if you talk to him and tell him, he will understand you more then".

Yeah I hope your right, I'm sure you are. I'm just probably over thinking it all but I will try and talk to him tonight if I can".

"Your not over thinking it Lilly, it's understandable, anyone in your position would feel like same, even Justin, she'll we now get back to finding you something to wear?".

"Yeah let's do it! You don't have to ask me twice".

And with that me and my best friend continued on our quest to get me ready for my date with Justin".

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"Justin where are you taking me? Why can't you tell me?" Because it's a surprise Lilly and surprises are meant to be kept quiet. Your find out when we get there which won't be long now".

"Can't you give me any clues?" I asked. "No I can't" he said while smiling and reaching over to put his hand on my thigh. "Your have to wait and see, all I'm saying Lilly is that I want tonight to be special for us especially with what had happened with the news article and then the fact that I have to go back home to the states in a couple of days, I just want this to be a night to remember, especially for you".

He was right I need to make the most of tonight where ever Justin is taking me as this does mean a lot to the both of us but it does seem to mean that bit more to him than me as I can tell that he has put a lot of time and effort into tonight's events so the least I could do is have fun and try to enjoy it. Especially as he is going to be leaving to go back home soon which we both seem to be trying to avoid but eventually and unfortunately it will end up catching the both of us up and that's another reason why we have to try and enjoy it as we don't know when we can do this type of thing again. When Justin goes back home, I might look back on moments that we have had just like tonight and wish that we were right back here reminiscing every moment so I'm definitely going to try and enjoy tonight while it's still here, while the good parts are still happening.

We have also tried to forget about when Justin's goes back home in a couple of days. It's not something we both want to think about as we find it too hard so we're both trying to forget it for the time being and concentrate on the moment in hand. As it seems like the most easiest and simplest thing to do right now, it might not be the best or the healthiest but for right now it feelings like that's all we can do because like I said it's too hard for me and him just to think about or even try to comprehend than anything else right now.